//you don't know me//finn Wolfhard

chapter 13 - together

"Finn I'm bored." I hear Y/N pout. I look down to see her looking up at me with her chin resting on my chest. I roll my eyes with a smile on my face.

"Come on the movies almost over." I turn my head back to the tv. I feel her move beside me and I turn to see what she's doing.

"I wanna do something." She sits on my lap with both legs on each side of me keeping me trapped.

"Well, I kinda wanted to talk to you about something." I place my hands on her waist and she looks at me to continue.

"Well last night we were both drunk and high and it got pretty intense, and I'm pretty sure if someone saw us they would have called the cops. You might hate this idea but I really like you and I want this relationship to work out, so I think that we should try to stop drinking and doing drugs-- I know that it's going to be hard but as long as I have you then I-I can do it. And I promise that I will stay with you the whole way too, that is if you will become sober with me. Will you?" I look into her emotionless eyes and my chest starts to tighten and my hands start to sweat.

"Y-You know w-what it was a s-stupid idea just forge--" I feel her grab my face and she smashes her lips into mine. My eyes widen and I'm shocked. I slowly close my eyes and ease into the kiss.

I feel her slowly pull away and she leans her forehead onto mine. We stare into each other's eyes and just savor this moment.

"I will." She says smiling, wrapping her arms around my neck. I can't help but have the biggest smile come onto my face and I pull her into a hug.

"We're going to do this together," I say into her hair.

"Together." I hear her whisper.

We slowly pull away and just stare at each other for a bit. She's so broken but so perfect. I know how bad we are for each other but I can't let her go and that may make me an idiot but I don't care. I don't want to let her go.

"I think I should say sorry to Jack." Y/N blurts out and cuts me off from my thinking.

She looks down at her hands that are drawing shapes on my chest. I can tell she feels really guilty, and I feel guilty too. I was the one that pushed her to do it. I raise her head up so that she looks at me.

"We can go now if you want to?" I don't want my best friend and girlfriend to feel awkward around each so I want to get this done as soon as possible.

"Really?" She looks at me with so much hope and a small smile comes on my face.

"Yeah, I kinda feel guilty anyway and I want us all to be friends, so might as well get it over with. I also haven't talked to him at all, he might be scared that I'm mad at him."

"Are you mad at him?" I don't balm him at all he pulled away and I'm grateful for that, he knows how much I like Y/N and he respected that.

"Nope not at all, and I don't balm you either I mostly balm myself for pushing you to that point."

"No it was my fault too, I let revenge and anger cloud my vision and I'm sorry for hurting you."

"We both fucked up and that's okay." We smile at each other again.

"If you really want to be friends with Millie then I guess I'll be okay with that." She looks down and plays with her hands waiting for my response.

"Let's not talk about that now okay let's just get Jack's apology out of the way and then we can deal with Millie. Now get ready."She gets excited and quickly gets up off me and goes rummaging through her bag for new clothes. I laugh at her silliness and get up to get dressed as well.

Skip

"Do you wanna knock?" She asks me while staring at the door.

I take a deep breath, "Yeah." I raise my head and quickly knock. I have no idea why I'm nervous, maybe it's because Y/N is so nervous that it makes me nervous, I don't know?

"Maybe he's not here, we should come back la-- shit," Just as Y/N was walking backwards away from the door it swings open and their stands a surprised Jack.

"F-Finn I-I am so sorry, I never meant to--"

"Jack, Jack it's okay I don't blame you at all or Y/N, she just wanted to apologize about what happened last night." It looks like he instantly relaxes and nods his head.

"Okay yeah come in." He opens the door wider so that we can come in. I turn to Y/N and she still looks extremely nervous. I grab her hand and she turns her head to me, I give her a small smile and nod my head telling her that it's going to be okay. She takes a deep breath and nods back.

We walk into the living room and sit down on the couch. Jack and Y/N face each other and we just sit in awkward silence.

"Okay I'll start off, Y/N wanted to come and apologize for last night." I decided to break the silence and start everything off.

"Yes, I wanted to come and say sorry. I'm sorry for putting you in that uncomfortable position and putting your feelings aside, I should not have done that. I used you and that was a selfish thing to do. I'm hoping that you can forgive me and we can be friends again." I squeeze her hand, she did a good job.

We both wait for Jack to respond and it's taking awhile, I hope he's going to forgive her.

"I------ I forgive you but I don't know if I can handle another 'Finn' I know that sounds mean but I'm just tired of the drugs and drinking I want to get sober, I need to start thinking about myself."

"No no, and we totally get that we actually are going to try and become sober too, we could do it all together." Y/N shines her bright smile.

"W-Wait really? Finn, you're becoming sober?" I understand why Jacks surprised, I always get defensive about becoming sober but Y/N makes me feel like I can do better, I can become better and I want to do that for her, be better. Before I thought that I was just going to be a broken boy that comes from a broken home for the rest of my life and I didn't think that I would amount to anything. I thought nothing would change but I was so wrong.

"Yeah man, I'm going to become sober for Y/N." I see him smile and that causes me to smile too.

"So are we good?" Y/N looks at Jack and he nods his head.

"Yeah man, we're good." I stand and Jack does too and we do the famous bro hug.

"Great we are all friends." We turn to hear Y/N's cheery voice and I'm happy that we did this. We are friends and I couldn't ask for anything more.

"Okay do you guys want to watch a movie?" Jack askes.

*Gasp*

We turn to look at Y/N who gasped out of nowhere and we look at her weirdly.

"Whats wrong?" I ask her, I see a cute smile start to form onto her face.

"I really wanna watch sandlot I haven't watched that in so long." I let out a sigh of relief.

"Shit I thought that there was something wrong."

She giggles, "Sorry---- can we watch it?"

Jack and I look at each other and laugh, "Sure."

A/N: Short chapter but I couldn't really think of anything.