//you don't know me//finn Wolfhard

chapter 20 - i have nothing

Maybe.... M-Maybe he's down here.

I'm freezing, dazed, and wet. My feet are in pain and my legs ache, I feel like I've been running for years. The drugs aren't helping either I can't stay up straight for more than 20 minutes before I have to lean against something, I feel like I'm going to pass out any minute. I can hear the rain beat down on my head it's sounds so loud it's all I can hear, but i'm still going to look for him, I can't stop looking for him.

Why do I have to be so idiotic? I should have just listened to the voice and then maybe Finn and I would be fine.

I walk down the cold dark alleyway, with my hand running across the brick wall. It's dark and I can't see shit, my vision is blurry from the rain dropping into my eyes. Soon I get a cold chill run down my back and I freeze.

The sound of shoes walking down wet pavement comes closer but I can't move, I can't do anything. I'm tense and scared. I can hear my heart beating in my chest and my shallow breath.

"What's a pretty lady like you doing in a dark, dirty place like this?" I hear a rough disgusting voice rattle through my head and I feel a cold hand touch my shoulder and all of my sense come back but they are just a little tipsy.

I yank my shoulder away from the man's hand and I stare at him with fear. I feel shaky and trapped. I look behind me and I finally can see that the ally way leads to another brick wall. I look forward, behind the creep and I don't think I can get out of this.

I'm stuck.

He moves into my line of view and I stare up at him.

"Aww, why are you scared? There's nothing to be afraid of." He smiles at me creepily and I start to back away slowly but he just keeps coming closer.

"I-I'm looking for m-my boyfriend." I stutter stupidly and he only smiles wider.

"Well it doesn't look like he's here, does it?" I feel my ankle hit something and I turn around, I'm faced with the brick wall I and I place my hands on it. I open my mouth to say something but nothing comes out.

"Come on baby why don't we have some fun." I feel his hot breath on the back of my neck and I have to hold back from gagging. I feel his cold gross hands grab my waist roughly and I yelp in pain.

"I-I have to g-go." I try to pull his hands off of my waist but he pushes me up against the hard, wet wall and presses his body against me so I can't leave.

"No, no, no, I don't think you have to." I can't feel the vibration of his laugh in my back and my eyes start to well up with tears.

"P-Please, please just let me go." I feel my tears escape my eyes and my chest tightens.

"I kind of have different plans for you sweetie."

He yanks me by the hair and throws me on the ground, I feel the small pebbles on the cold ground dig into my skin and a cry escapes my throat. Before my full yell can escape my mouth, a gross hand stops it.

"Now I'm gonna need you to be quiet now baby girl, we're gonna have some fun."

Finn's Pov

I have to keep going.

I can't stop.

I have to get as far away from her as I can.

What did I do!?

Why did she push me?

No, it's not her fault.

Fuck.

I have to stop. My feet stop abruptly and I can't focus on anything, everything is blurry. I feel the rain beat down on my head and I shake from the cold. I fill my lungs with air and I rub my eyes trying to put myself together. Opening my eyes I look around and I see that I'm in a neighborhood, it looks kinda familiar. I look around at all of the houses, maybe I'll recognize one.