//you don't know me//finn Wolfhard

chapter 5 - why do you care

Finn's Pov

"Finn.... Finn wake up your fucking phone keeps ringing."  I feel Jack sleepily try to hit me in the face but fails due to his tiredness. I hear the annoying sound of my phone ringing, I just wish it would shut up.

"It's probably my fucking dad, just let it ring." I don't want to deal with his yelling right now, especially with my massive hangover and I don't feel like getting a worse ass beating for yelling back at him.

"Fucking answer it or I'm going to throw it out my window." He says annoyed. I let out a huge sigh, and finally decided to grab my phone. I don't bother opening my eyes yet, and just answer it.

"Hello." I say in a groggy, sleepy voice.

"Is this Finn Wolfhard?" A man asks in a serious tone.

"Yeah? Look what the fuck do you want I just woke up and I have—,"

"Y/N Rodriguez is here in the hospital and you were the last person she called." The man interrupts me. When I hear him say that Y/N is in the hospital I feel my heart sink. Why is she in the hospital? What happened? Did someone hurt her?

"We will tell you what happened to her when you get here. Are you going to come?" The man ask me. I'm still shocked from what I was just told that it takes me awhile to respond.

"Y-Yeah I-I'm coming." I hang up the phone and just sit on the bed. I don't want to believe that Y/N is hurt.

"Dude you okay?" I hear Jack ask me. He still sounds tired but he also sounds concerned.

Then all of my sense come back. I quickly get up and put my shoes on, "I need you to take me to the hospital." I'm trying to keep calm but I can feel my anxiety come up and I feel like I'm going to explode.

"What? Why?" Jack is confused and I would be too but I don't have time to explain. And I'm getting really irritated.

"JUST GET ME TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL!" I didn't mean to yell but I can keep my emotions down. Why am I getting to worked up?

"Okay, just calm down Finn." Jack quickly gets up and starts getting dressed. I let out a big sigh trying to calm myself down.

"I going to wait outside." I don't want to do anything else that I might regret.
I just need to cool down.

I walk out of his room and quietly walk down the stairs to the front door. His parents are most likely already at work but just in case I don't want to get caught. I open the door and feel the cool air hit me and I instantly feel refreshed but I still have this uneasy feeling in my chest. I reach into my pants pocket and take out my cigarettes and lighter. My cigarettes never cease to disappoint me. I take one out and light it. I put the death stick in between my chapped lips and slowly feel the nicotine seep down my throat and flow into my lungs. I feel more light then I did seconds ago, and I feel calm. I take another drag and close my eyes hoping that this is all a dream.

"Hey, you ready to go?" I feel Jack shake my shoulder and my eyes shot open. I turn my head to I can see him. He looks kind of uncomfortable and worried. I wonder if it's my fault that he look like that. Did I scare him? I push the thoughts away, I have more important things to worry about.

"Yeah let's go." I throw my cigarette on the ground and step on it while walking to Jacks car.

Sitting in the car, I can feel the awkward tension and I hate it. Without speaking I feel the car start and we are headed to the hospital.

Skip

The car ride to the hospital was deafeningly quiet, neither Jack or I tried starting a conversation so right as Jack parked the car I quickly got out and jogged to the hospital doors. I ran through the automatic doors and ran to the reception desk, while running I can feel people giving my worried or weird looks, but I honestly don't give a fuck I just want to make sure Y/Ns okay.