Josh and I went to class and through the entire lecture we didn't speak, we didn't sit next each other, he wouldn't even look at me. After class I went home and talked to my mom and told her everything, the whole situation with Niall and Josh.
"Well he's not gonna press charges on Niall that's good right?" She said to me.
"But I know that our relationship is never gonna be the same and the only way it will go back to the way it was is if I leave Niall and I can't just do that I love Him" I sighed.
"But sweety I gotta tell you, I knew Josh was never gonna like Niall." I gave her a smirk.
"Well mom I knew that too. I just never thought he would act like that." She didn't respond.
"So what are you gonna do?" I put my head in my hands.
"I don't know mommy this is the second hardest thing I've ever had to deal with" I said to her as I started to cry.
"Well can you at least answer to yourself who you love more?" I lifted my head and looked at my mom.
"It's not who I love, it's more it's the way I love the both of them. I love Josh like I love Dani. Niall, I can't really explain the love I have for him, but the amount of love is equal." I said to her as I shook my head at my own words.
"Then there is only one thing you can do, you have to sit the both of them down and make them understand this". I wanted to believe my mother's words. That this plan was possible. That I would be able to get the two of them in same room and not attempt to kill each other, but in my heart I knew that would never happen.
"OK mom I'll see what can do". I lied and I think she could tell.
"Mom it's like 2:30 I gotta go change for work" she nodded her head. I walked upstairs to my room. I pulled my work uniform out of my closet and changed as quick as I could. I walked downstairs and told my mom I was leaving for work. When I got to work Mark was waiting for me.
"Hey Mark" I said in a sad voice.
"Hey kido you seem upset." I just looked at him and gave a fake smile.
"I'm fine, really it's nothing" He walked over to me and looked me in the eyes.
"I don't think I believe that you look like you've been crying." I pulled out my compact mirror and looked at my eyes. My eyeliner was smeared and runny. My masscarra had left black tear marks on my cheeks.
"Oh that I took a shower before I came here and it must have ruined my makeup" I lied.
"I'll go fix it- I have most of my daily makeup with me." I walked in the bathroom and placed both hands on the sink putting all my weight on it.
"OK Brianna you can do this." I said to myself.
"You can get through this day like nothing is wrong." I pulled out my travel pack of makeup remover towelettes and just wiped off all my makeup. I didn't really feel like redoing it. I walked out of the bathroom and walked to the back room to put my purse in my locker and clock in. I came back and Mark was staring at me.
"Mark why are you staring at me." I said while chuckling.
"I'm just trying to make sure you're OK. I know you're not gonna tell me so, I have to stare at you till I figure it out." He said as he laughed.
"I'm fine Mark I swear." he didn't respond. He just looked at me. We heard the bell ring on top of the front door signaling we had customer.
"OK take this customer we're gonna talk later though" I nodded and walked toward the customer.
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Saving Each Other (Niall Horan Fanfic)
FanficNiall is a bad boy from Ireland with a dark past. Brianna is a somewhat innocent girl from New Jersey with a past of her own. When the pair meet at a party and the two worlds turn into one will their pasts end it all and break two hearts? Or bring t...