Saving Each Other (Niall Horan Fanfic)

The Wedding Pt 2\Chapter Fifteen

"Hey Bre can we talk?" I heard his voice, that voice. That voice that I never wanted to hear while I was alone again.

"What are you doing in here? This is the women's restroom!" I shouted as I turned around and backed up into the sink.

"Don't worry nobody saw me I snuck in here. Listen I really need to talk to you" he said as he walked closer to me.

"No, no you don't. We have nothing to talk about" I said as I shook my head and tried to figure a way to get out of here without him grabbing me.

"Yes I do I really do. I miss you and I wanna make everything up to you" he said and I just looked at him, I couldn't believe what he just said.

"You're not serious" I said as I shook my head and chuckled.

"I'm very serious, my house isn't the same without you. I miss the way you would sing in the shower and every other place in the house, I miss how you would pick out my clothes when we would go somewhere special." I stood there as he just went on with his little sad speech, still mentally debating on how I was gonna get the fuck out of this bathroom.

"I miss everything about the you I fell in love with, but for some reason you changed and I couldn't for the life of me figure out why" those few words completely broke my train of thought.

"You can not be serious, you don't know why I changed?" I asked him, I couldn't believe he actually just said that.

"No I didn't know why then but I understand now. I changed you. I made you a different a person for the worst" he said.

"Well yea right around the time you started kicking my ass I started to change, because you made me believe I was less then what I was!" I said angrily.

"I know and I wanna apologize for all of that a start fresh and new with you" he said as he inched closer to me. I moved from the sink and backed into the wall, pinning myself in a corner like a dumb ass.

"I'm gonna go to counseling and I'm gonna get help with my anger like you always wanted me to" he said, I was beyond shocked, I couldn't believe what he was saying. The surprise and shock of all this peeked my curiosity though. It made me want to understand what made him have this sudden epiphany.

"What made you suddenly want to change?" I asked him nervously, knowing that if I said anything wrong to him it would piss him off and I'd be on the floor in seconds.

"Seeing you with Anita and Jr. Watching you take care of them today. It reminded me of what could've been with us if I hadn't taken it away" he said and his words brought back all the hurt and pain of losing my first child. It's a pain I'll never forget.

"You know I blame myself for that" I told him.

"Because I believe if I hadn't let you break me down and kept a hold onto the woman I was before I met you, I would've had the courage to leave either before I got pregnant or when I found out" I said as I could feel myself getting emotional with every word I spoke.

"Baby you can't put that all on yourself" he said as he stood in front of me and slowly caressed my cheek.

"Don't touch me and I'm not your baby!" I shouted as I quickly moved away and inched closer to the bathroom door.

"Listen I'm glad that you've had this epiphany and that you want to change, but it can't be with me. I hope you find your perfect girl and you do change for her but that girl can't be me." It was in that split second after I spoke those words, I knew I had pissed him off. The look in his eyes was a look I remembered all to well.

"Bitch who the fuck do you think you're talking to!" He shouted as he walked towards me. Now this was the Tyrone I remembered. Not saying I was excited to see this side of him once again, but yes I remembered it. As he walked closer to me I inched towards the bathroom door, but before I could make it he grabbed me and began shaking me as he shouted.