S T R E N G T H

chapter 2 : Growing up

I layed in bed naked in pain , Crying out to god while he was sleep like a fucking baby . I wanted to leave so bad and that's exactly was I was doing , I'm going to get my son and leave right now . I can't take the abuse anymore this shit is killing me slowly .

He was layed all over me , I slid out the bed pushing his hands off me . This man was out cold , It was about 3:30 time for me to go or at least get some time away . I walked slowly over to my closet and got my mcm bookbag , This was big enough for a few outfits . I packed that with shirts and sweats .

I put on my polo sweat suit and slipped on my pink uggs , My hair was all over the place so I tied that up in a nice bun to keep it from flying in my face . I tip toe'd out the room and over to king's room , He was sleep so adorable and I didn't wanna wake him .

I grabbed him some diapers and wipes and slipped them in my bag , He was a baby he ain't need clothes and if he did I'll buy him some . Me on the other hand I don't have time for all of that . I picked him up and he was as light as a feather , We walked out the room and slowly down the stair but you know how that shit is when it cracks .

I headed towards the front door and there's when my sneakyness did a turn on me and bit me right back in the ass . * ring * ring * there was someone standing right infront of the door and I know it had to be Travis from going at it again with Kimberly his girl . I took of my shoes and tossed them and my book bag in a closet that was close to the door .

" hey trav " I said opening the door rubbing my eyes acting like I was sleep or something .

" wassup yo , man she got me fucked up " he said and I turned around as he was walking and seen Ash walking downstairs .

" you coming in my house with all that bullshit man it's too early " he said to Travis cause he was bitching about the same thing all the time . 

" bitch wtf you got my son for ? " he said looking my my direction , I hesitated before making some dumbass lie .

" he was scared of sleeping alone so we layed in the living room " I said shuddering hoping he won't see the fact that in fully dressed .

He looked at me while Travis was still bitching but the look he gave me I knew he could tell I was lying to him but didn't want to say anything infront of Travis . I walked over to the couch and layed king down , Then heading towards the kitchen to see what was up with Travis and Kim now .

" man she always think I'm lying or cheating on her ass , It's them hormones " he said throwing me completely off .

" she's pregnant ? " I said asking him .

" yeah bruh , She be on 100 while I'm on 10 " he said shaking his head .

I walked towards the fridge and ash slapped me on my ass hard , When I turned around he bit his lip and I already knew what he meant by that look . He wanted what he always gets whatever time he felt like it .

" I gotta stay here tonight & clear my mf head " Travis said walking into the living room .

I took out a glass and took the henny off the counter and took me a shot . This was overwhelming , As I sipped I felt eyes on my back . Ash placed his hands around my waist and clenched tight , He started to stroke his dick on my ass . I can't lie the sex was amazing but the way he trys to handle me gets annoying .

The first day I met Ash is always in the back of my mind , We met so awkardly .. It was at a restaurant , me and my friends where really turned this day , Kayla was turning 22 and she wanted to go to this popular expensive ass job . I didn't have a problem with it so we all just road out to the restaurant .