S T R E N G T H

chapter 8 : No Love

Ashton ( offset )

This bitch Jenn was gon learn about putting her hands on me , Last time she did that shit I told her was it was gon be fr . She be overreacting I don't even hit my son that hard it's her fault anyways , She the reason he acting like a little was girl .

She left out the crib a few minutes ago but I know she'll be back like always . I had this girl wrapped around my fingers and there's no way her ass was him leave me fr this time . I already knew she was at her bestfriend's house , She called me when Jenn was on route there .

I could easily go over there and fuck her up but I'm using my brain this time and I'll swindle her ass back home and teach her a lesson . I don't love or want Jenn , It was all supposed to be a hit and dip but once she got pregnant everything just changed . There was a time that I did truly care for Jenn but her mom dying damaged her so she's been acting reckless even when I met her .

She let off the bad energy on me , I was focused on making sure she was good that I didn't go see my mom like how I didn't before we got together .  It's just been bad vibes every since , I put my hands on her because she needs to start acting right .  No man wants to be with a girl who only worries about her career and all that shit . She don't even suck a nigga's dick & expect for me yo automatically stay loyal to her and committed . I cheat on her and always will because she's not worthy of being a wife and I'll never marry her until it's beneficial to me or my career . Her having this baby will boost uo my fans and have them realize how much of a family man I am .

The interview we had got pushed back until mother's day , My manager has it all set up . We'll announce the pregnancy and look like a big happy family with King beside us . I have no love left inside me after my mom died , She had cancer and I didn't even know until after she passed away . She left me a letter I still haven't read it because it's not going to so nothing but make me grieve while I'm trying to get over and move on with my life . Today I just felt like being that mothers day is in a few days it'll be right for me to read it .

" Dear baby boy , When I first layed my eyes on you I seen a young man who'd eventually be successful in life . Look how my dreams came true , I've always wished to see you men grow up and get married one day but just know if I don't see it in person I'll see in heaven . I didn't want you to stress or worry about me being sick . I've seen you so in love with your lady me and my sickness couldn't come between your happiness .. She needs you right now and I respect that . You've been so great to me these pass year even when you were in jail , Your brothers have been a great impact on my life also even tho I didn't birth them I took them in like they were my own . I know growing up was as easy but just don't tale your father's traits . Treat women with love especially someone you deeply love . Don't cry over me just know your mama loves you and will never forget about you .  "  Reading this letter hit me hard , Her dying was a hard pill to swallow but when she brought up taking my father's traits took me back down memory lane .

Her and my father had problems in the past with him beating on her but when he would always sit down and talk to me he would tell me he did it out of love or to make her a better woman . I truly agree with what he do because my mom has been the best to to . My dad did go out cheating on her and had 2 other kids but that was only because my mother was lacking at her part which is what Jennifer is doing . She wants to be that little thot like her friend Kayla but get mad when she has to deal with the consequences . She's not that hoe from college , Whoever she's been with before me clearly had her thinking she can do what she wants .