three/Cyrus

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Words can hurt.

As I walked to my house, I made sure nobody was home. I saw nobody was there, so I ran in and ran up to my room.

My family hates me.

About half a year ago, I came out to them as gay. They instantly fought back. They yell and scream at me. They try to get me to go to conversion therapy.

So I hide away in my room where I'm numb.

I can't feel the physical pain I give myself. It's my release from the shit that my family gives me.

They don't know I've been hurting myself.

I don't have anyone to turn to.

We moved from our old home a couple weeks after I came out to them. My own brother, Steven, spread rumors about me at our new school.

Nobody wanted to be friends with the faggot.

I hide away in my room, most if the time crying or imagining something better for myself.

Maybe in another universe my parents aren't ignorant assholes. Maybe I could fall in love if they didn't fucking hate me.

But for now, I try to make the pain go away.

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