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"Fairy"

The word echoes through my head as I walk home. The boys at our school are assholes. They think that screaming at me will 'fix' me.

It's not like they fucking care.

I'm unfixable.

Everything about me was supposed to scream "BOY!".

But it didn't.

I'm terrified.

Ever since I was little, I played with everyone, boys and girls. I never had any crushes. I've just been friends with people to have friends, not because I want to fuck them.

When I was 12, I started looking into why I haven't had any crushes. I came across the word aromantic, and it instantly clicked with me. I didn't want a romantic partner. I wanted someone who would be my best friend forever.

My friends at that time didn't actually like me (though they never actually told me), and when I tried to come out to them, they outcast me. They called me a "fairy girl" and a "snowflake".

But nobody was there to save me.

Nobody was there to aid me through my panic attacks.

Nobody is here to tell me that feeling like neither a boy or girl is real.

I am alone.

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