I saw TJ's eyes flicker down to my lips and I did the same. I wanted more. So much more. I wanted to just lean in and kiss him and end this pain of the space between us.
He moved his hand to my cheekbone. I had an intake of breath and leaned in slowly. TJ smiled and leaned in. We were close, so close. I needed him so badly.
I recalled what had just happened as I walked away from the park. I kissed TJ! I didn't know I liked him.
But I liked him. I liked him so much and it hurt me.
Oh fuck, I can't go through this again.
At my old school, I was in love with my best friend, Ronnie. We later dated. I thought he liked me the way I liked him.
Well, I was fucking wrong.
He used me. He only wanted me so he could have someone to fuck. I didn't understand gay sex at that time (I was 12 and he was 16). I was scarred. I tried to say something to my family, but then I had to come out to them.
And so I did.
They were awful. They screamed at me. We moved because they were ashamed.
But I was finally away from Ronnie.
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The Broken///Tyrus AU
FanfictionPlease don't read this if you're easily triggered Andi is a heartbreaker. Buffy feels like they are in the wrong body. Cyrus is broken, and is told that every day. Jonah is terrified all the time. TJ wants to be accepted by someone In which the...
