eleven/TJ

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His eyes were beautiful.

They were brown as the earth and were warm as a fire.

He was so kind.

He cared for me and I was so happy.

Fuck.

I think I like Cyrus Goodman.

I can't go through heartbreak again.

I liked my friend, Billy in seventh grade. That was how I found out I was gay. I pined after him for so long, and I was terrified to say anything.

So I didn't say anything until earlier this year.

I comvinced myself that he liked me back. I saw things he did and convinced myself that he was gay, or at least bi.

So I confessed I liked him.

He told me I was a fag and proceeded to tell the whole school.

I didn't want to go through this again.

But you know Cyrus is gay, my mind nagged me.

And so I fell back into the spiral of fear.

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