I had a reason to live.
I had always been a loner at this school. Nobody seemed to care about who I was and what I liked.
Now I had someone.
Well, some people.
But the thoughts were still there.
They whispered horrifying things into my mind, telling me that I am worthless and that I dont deserve to exist.
They won't go away.
And as I made marks on my skin, I tried to fight, fight the feeling that controlled me for so long.
But I couldn't.
My thoughts would never let go of me.
As I walked to school, I caught up with TJ. "Hey Cy," he said and I tried to smile. He noticed.
He always noticed that I couldn't smile.
And now I couldn't back away from the question that was lingering on his lips.
"Cyrus, are you okay?"
It's been too long, too long since someone actually fucking cared about how I feel.
And the tears came.
I tried to hold back how I felt, but with TJ around, I couldn't hold back.
He held me in the middle of the sidewalk as I cried and babbled.
Once the tears went away, I told him.
"I'm depressed."
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The Broken///Tyrus AU
FanfictionPlease don't read this if you're easily triggered Andi is a heartbreaker. Buffy feels like they are in the wrong body. Cyrus is broken, and is told that every day. Jonah is terrified all the time. TJ wants to be accepted by someone In which the...
