Walking The Dead Path! (A Daryl and Merle Dixon Fanfiction)

Chpater 8

Becca's POV

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I woke up with a massive headache. I opened my eyes and I saw sky asleep on the floor. She looked peaceful, but kinda sad. I got up and dressed into something comfortable. I felt sick so I ran to the nearest toilet and let it all out. I took a shower and brushed my teeth and put on some comfortable clothes. I kinda nudged sky's side until she woke up. She jumped up and hugged me tight. I hugged her back. "You're better! Can you walk?" She asked. I nodded. I walked out of the place and walked to the gate as usual. I saw Daryl talking to Shane. Shane looked at me and so did Daryl. Shane smiled at me, I smiled back and gave him a small wave. Daryl gave me a confusing look and he gave the same look to Shane. Sky started to walk up beside me and I seen how Daryl's face expression change, from confusion to happy. I looked at her and she gave a feared look. I looked at her confused and I grabbed her arm and pulled her to the gate. "What's going on?" I asked her, while giving her a strict face. "What do-" I cut her off. "Between you and Daryl!" I whispered. Her eyes got big. "I don't even know-" I cut her off again. "I seen how he was looking at you, I noticed how big your eyes gotten when I even asked about you two! What did you all do when I was out?" I kinda got louder. "Becca, we were both drunk! I'm sorry!" Is all she said. My eyes got teared up, but I stopped them. So many questions went through my head! "Did he even stop? Did he even try to stop? Did he regret it? Oh God does he like you? Did he at least come and visit me? How many times? Who was there the most? Was Shane there visiting always? Tell me Sky! Is Daryl in love with you?" I asked way to many questions. She stood there quiet. "No, we were both drunk, we were being stupid! I didn't even try to stop him. I'll take the blame! And he was only there for three days a week! And why do you ask about Shane? I thought you don't like him! And no Daryl is not in love with me!" She answered most of my questions. My eyes were tearing up a bit. I walked over where Daryl and Shane was at. They both were looking at me. "Hey Becca!" Shane said. I grabbed him. "Come with me..please.." I whispered to him. It was hard to hold my tears back. He put one of his hands on my back while looking at me. "What's wrong?" He asked while noticing the tears. "I have a question..have you ever just feel like falling in love with someone, and they probably know you love them but they turn around and fuck with someone that is really close to you?" I asked him. He gave me a straight face while looking deep in my eyes. "Yeah..but what's wrong?" He asked me again. I was taking deep breathes. I turned around and yelled for Mr.Smith. "MR.SMITH!" I yelled. He turned around. "YES BECCA?" He yelled back. My tears were falling from my eyes. I was taking deep Breathes. "NEXT TIME, WHEN YOU ACCIDENTALLY SHOOT ME, PLEASE, JUST TRY TO SHOOT ME IN THE HEART WHERE I CAN DIE!" I yelled and I let the tears out and I ran inside the apartments and I ran into my apartment and slammed the door and locked it. I sat against the door while hugging my knees, crying my eyes out. I knew I shouldn't have fallin in love. It hurts so much! I heard banging and yelling coming to my door. "REBECCA OPEN THIS DOOR NOW!" That was mr.smith's voice. "BECCA IM SORRY!" That was Sky's voice. "OPEN THIS DOOR BECCA! IM HERE FOR YOU!" That was Shane's voice. And then I heard a voice way close to the door. It was Daryl's. He said, "Becca, why are you making a big deal over this?" He asked in anger. "Because, I have my reasons, I'm sorry to cause so much bullshit, I'm sorry for...I guess attention...I want to be left alone..." I said. I got up and opened the door a little bit. The four people were staring at me. "Shane...can you please come in?" I said as I looked down at the ground. "Why do you need him? He-" I cut Daryl off. "Shane please?" I asked once again. Shane came in and I shut the door and locked it. "YOU WILL REGRET THIS BECCA! AND ONCE YOU DO, DONT COME RUNNING TO ME!" Daryl yelled. I took a deep breath and looked at Shane. My nose is red and around my eyes is red, because of crying. Shane pulled me into a warm hug. I hugged him back. "I'm always here for you Becca." Shane said politely. "Thank you.." I told him. "You're welcome."

Three hours past and Shane and I been sitting against the wall, just sharing funny memories. We both sat there, joking around, laughing, sharing laughs and smiles. It made me feel better. "Want to go outside?" I asked Shane as I looked at him. "Sure." He said. He got up and he helped me up. We walked out of the apartment. We both walked outside. Shane was close to me, but behind me. Daryl was talking to sky and Rick. And they just looked over at us. Daryl seemed pissed. Sky came over to me. "What the hell Becca?" She asked in anger. "Hey! I needed someone to talk to, and Shane was there! He is actually a great person once you get to know him!" I told her. I shoved her to the side and I walked over to the big wall to sit against it, next to Shane. I sat against the wall and Shane sat across from me. He kept looking at me with a smile. I kept giving him a smile back. "Sorry for the harsh things I have said to you, I was just tired of everything.." I said while giving him an apology smile at the end of my apology. "Hey it's okay, you're not the first person that gave me hell, but it's ok." He said while chuckling. I chuckled with him. Daryl, and sky walked over to us. Daryl sat on one side between Shane and I and sky sat at the other side. I gave Shane a feared look, and pissed off look. He gave me a warm smile. "What's going on between you two?" Sky asked. "Why would you care? You didn't care when you turned your back on me, why should you care now?" I smart off with her as I was playing with the grass. "Becca, it was a mistake! We were both fucking drunk!" Daryl told me. "You could've stopped, and you could've tried to stop him. But y'all didn't, and it lead to heartbreak..but it doesn't matter anymore..I was actually doing better when it was just Shane and I talking, but y'all came here so now it's all bullshit.." I told then plainly. "Shouldn't you both be kissing over there or Somewheres?" Shane smarted off at them. Shane and I both laughed. Daryl gave him a pissed off look, and sky gave Shane and me a pissed off look. "Shut the hell up!" Daryl said. "Hey! This was Shane and i's conversation, till y'all just came in like you own the damn place-" I got cut off by sky. "Well I do own the damn place and so do you-" I cut her off. "Yeah well it wasn't my choice for them to adopt me! Sometimes, I wish they didn't adopt me! I get the bullshit from mr.smith, and he shoots me! He used to abuse me, he never gave a fuck about me, but mrs.smith was there! I had exboyfriends that beat me, treat me like shit! I can go on with my shitty life, but you were there too, so I'm not wasting my breath to till it to Daryl at least!" I told her. When Daryl heard a small bit about my life, his eyes dropped while looking at me. I had scars on my wrist from when I used to self harm. Stories behind them. "Becca.." Shane said while grabbing my hand. Daryl seen him grabbing my hand so he gave Shane a glare. "If you need anyone to talk to about anything, I'm here." Shane said before he gave a small kiss on my hand. I gave a half smile. I still have feelings for Daryl, but he could at least stop, and sky should have stopped him! I got between sky and Daryl and I gave Shane a big warm hug. He hugged back as he nuzzled his face into my neck as he wrapped his arms around me, giving me a tight warm hug. Daryl stood straight up and walked off.

Four hours past and I haven't talked to sky nor Daryl. Shane was tired so I let him go to sleep. I was in my bed, reading some stupid ass book. Nothing funny, or romantic. I heard the door open and it seemed like a male figure. He walked to my bed and I was scared. I threw my book at him. "Ouch!" It sounded familiar. "Daryl?" I asked. He sat at the edge of my bed. I sat up. Trying to be a little bit far away. "I'm sorry to yell at you earlier..you just picked the wrong guy.." He was apologizing. "Why would you care if I picked the wrong guy? He is nice! He was there for me when I cried, he made me smile, and laugh. He made me feel happy again, like there was no worries in the world! He made forget about what happen between you and sky!" I told him while smiling because I noticed how much Shane helped. "Well, if he touches you, or try to beat you or treat you like shit, you can come to me. I'm here for you too, little botch needs to learn his damn lesson, and I don't want him to treat you like he did others!" He said. He patted my leg and got up and walked out of the room. I laid down. Just thinking about what he said. Over and over. He seemed like he cared. But I don't know. I closed my eyes and dozed off. I fell asleep. Goodnight world.