Walking The Dead Path! (A Daryl and Merle Dixon Fanfiction)

Chapter 30

Becca's POV

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She passed out on the floor. I noticed the bags underneath her eyes so I picked her up and laid on a bed in a different room. I had permission. I was in the same room with Daryl. I seen him holding the blankets close to him. I was sitting in the chair across from his bed. He was staring at me and I was looking down at the ground. "I'm sorry for the way I have been acting...it's just....I'm done talking shit from people...like when they say they love me or they will never leave me....it is usually lies! But, I'm really sorry." I apologized to him. The room went silent. "I seen what you did to Andrea, and what sky did to her." He said with a smirk on his face. I looked at him with a smile on my face. "She deserved it!" I told him. He chuckled. "Since when did you come so 'protective' over me?" He asked. I glanced at him and them I looked down at the ground. I was playing with my fingers. I took a deep breath. "I seen how you never gave up on me, and so, I won't give up on you. I think you deserve some respect! I just want you to have a special, happy, life, something that I never had. Even if you had a bad past, the new beginning can start now! I was usually raised up of beating, greedy, name called, bullied...and I do hate to see someone to go through that...and that is another reason why I am sorry...it's fine if you don't want to forgive me, I totally understand! And I do understand if you do hate me...it's okay, I will have to move on from it." I told him and he listened and focused on me. I seen his blue eyes glistened. I got up and walked over to him and I placed a kiss on his cheek and I walked out of the room while shutting the door behind me. I walked to the front door until the blonde headed chick stopped me. "Who do you think you are?" She asked me harshly. "Pardon?" I asked in confusion. "You aren't suppose to be in there! Daddy said so!" She demanded. "Listen here lady-" she cut me off, "my name is Beth!" "Well, one, Beth, I was in there checking on him! And since y'all weren't in there, my sister passed out on the floor! And another thing, Beth, back off, I been through enough shit already, and I'm gonna kindly say this but you need to stop being into people's businesses! If they want you in their business, they would tell you! Thanks and bye!" I told her Straight up. I walked out of the house and I noticed Shane and Rick wasn't nearby. Hmm, they could be hunting or doing something. I don't know. I walked to Carol. "Hey Carol!" I spoke up. She looked at me and smiled. "Hey Sweety!" "Beautiful day out, well, I guess, without all of the fuss...it would be a beautiful day then.." I said and I sighed and looked at the nature that surrounds us. "Becca...I have something to tell you...you're a lucky woman!" She was saying before I scoffed at the last part. "You have Daryl, well, not as a boyfriend or anything, but you have his protection! If you go anywhere...he worries, just as much as he worries over Skylar. But when he hears your name.." She was saying before she slightly chuckled. "His smile grows, well, he tries to hide the smile but sometimes it doesn't work..you know how much it would hurt him to lose you or sky? It would tear him apart!" She was telling me. I smiled a little. "He's something isn't he?" I asked while chuckling. "I.....I don't think I'm ready for a relationship of any kind...I have been hurt a bunch of times...and I'm scared to give anybody a chance...I'm scared to fall in love again.." I told her while looking down at the ground. She placed her hand on my shoulder. "Sometimes, it takes time to find the right one...you may never know, he could be right in front of you!" She said before she walked off. Maybe she is right. But what if she is wrong? I took out my notepad and pen and I started to right down..

Dear Diary, Um don't ask what the date is...

Hey it's Becca, diary, I'm so confused! It's about "Love". What if I don't find the right one? What if the right one is near me? You think it's a little too late to express love to anyone since this world went to hell? What if...I do fall in love and...it went downhill, like what if I went missing or if I die? What if he dies? What if he gets sick and turns? It would hurt me terribly if he turns and he tries to attack me because then I have to kill him. I couldn't do it! Impossible! It hurts enough to even think of killing any of the group members if they turn! They are like a family to me...well...you can say that I guess. I gave them way too much bullshit! Damn, I'm so stupid to do that! They have a lot to worry about! I think they deserve respect and happiness! But how can we get that if this world is like it is? Okay, another few questions! If "Love" is right and true to you, how would you know? I'm afraid to fall in love again.....uh....seya!

Sincerely, Becca

I closed my notepad and I hid it in Daryl's bag on his motercycle. He won't notice it. Trust me. I walked back to my tent until Glenn called for me. "Becca, come here please.." He said. I followed him and we went to the field where there was nobody around. "What is it?" I asked him. He kept taking deep breaths and walking back in forth in small paces. "I can trust you so I'm just going to ask you politely if you please keep quiet and tell nobody! Not even your sister! It's a secret!" He told me. "Okay, I won't say anything! Promise!" I told him. He took a deep breath before speaking, "Lori is pregnant!" He told me. My mouth dropped. What? What the fuck! "What the hell! Now we have more stuff to worry about! Couldn't she just not have sex?" I was a bit mad but I kept my anger in the hold. "Please don't tell!" He kept begging. "I won't!" I told him. We walked back and I noticed Daryl was laying down in his tent. I walked past his tent and I noticed he was reading. That's nice I guess. I walked to my tent and noticed sky was in her tent asleep. She must be really tired. I seen Rick and Shane and some other guy at a vehicle. "We are going to practice shooting!" Shane yelled. "I'm going!" I said loudly. Shane gave me a smirk and I flipped him off. Beth and some other woman and Andrea and t-dog and Rick and Shane and the other guy and carl was getting in the two vehicles. I was sitting on the bed of a truck. We made to the destination. I jumped out of the bed of the truck and everyone put their target up. I aimed at my target and I hit the trigger and POW the target flew off of the railing. I smiled big. Wow, I'm proud of myself. "Good job Becca!" Rick said. "Thank you!" I said with proud. I went to put the can back on the railing and I walked backwards a few steps and I aimed and fired. I hit the target again and it flew off the railing. "she is good!" I heard somebody say. I smiled big and I picked my can up and walked back to the truck. Everyone was getting into the truck but Shane and Andrea. They stayed. We rode back to the farm house and I seen sky sitting in front of Daryl's tent. I also seen Daryl sitting next to her. I ran up to her. "SKY OH MY GOSH GUESS WHAT!" I yelled with excitement in my voice. Her and Daryl's eyes shot up at me. "Okay, don't get mad but I went to go practice shooting with some people from the group and well...I HIT THE TARGET TWICE AND I ONLY SHOOT ONCE FOR EACH TURN! I'm pretty good at it as much as I am good at knife throwing!" I told her but of course Daryl was there so he heard too. "Good job Becca!" She said with a smile. "Thank ya!" I said with proud. I seen Glenn walking by and it made me think about Lori and her pregnancy. I gave a fear look on accident because what if she dies? What if the baby is a walker. I'm going crazy. "What's wrong? What's with the face expression?" Sky asked. Damn it! "Uh...nothing..." I had a shaky voice. I was walking off and in rocked they exchanged confusing looks at each other. I have to tell sky but I will wait on telling her that after she has her rest. I seen Shane and Andrea driving in and they got out of the car. They walked by me and I smelt an odor. Like...sex. I gasped and ran to sky. I noticed Daryl was still there. "Sky can I speak to your alone please?" Daryl was staring at me. Sky and I walked to the field. "Andrea and um...Shane had a sex odor on them!" I told her. Her mouth dropped. "Woooow okay..." Is all she said. We walked back to Daryl's tent and she sat next to him. I stood there next to her. "Want me to get ya a chair?" Daryl asked. "No thanks.." I said. I was watching the way Andre and Shane acted to each other.

It was night time and everyone was asleep. I was tired but scared and confused and worried. I don't know what to do anymore. I closed my eyes and dozed off. I soon fell asleep.