Your Icy Blues (Frerard)

quickly written author's note

(PLEASE READ THE AUTHORS NOTE C:)

Hey guys so I'm back after a long ass time, for important reasons, I assure you. I feel like hella shit for not updating and kinda leaving this story here, but it's not all that fun for me anymore. Instead of me wanting to write for an audience and being creative and such it's becoming more of a chore. In additon to that I guess you could say fanfics aren't really my thing anymore?? I guess I'm just maturing and drifting away from MCR everday and yeah. I'm just finding it really hard to write and continue on because I didn't really have any inital plans for this fic and it basically winged the whole entire thing to this point. Anyways, another thing is that I have and I'm going to be really busy. I've been busy with marching band which takes up a lot of time, then I have school in addition to that. For example, last term sundays were really my only "days off" excluding homework, mondays: school (of course) and then an assload of homeworking, then I go to the gym and such, tuesday: homework then a 3 hour practice (these days I would just stay after school and didnt go home until around 10, so I would be gone from 6am to 10 pm, wednesday: Homework, tutoring and I would have to walk downtown everyday to practice guitar which I quit because it was too much for me (timewise), thursday: Music again and lots of studying for friday tests, friday: (friday is killer) I'd be up until 5:30am to around 12am because of the long ass football games I am forced to go to, and then there's saturday: COMPETITIONS. Competitions are asskicking 12 hour or more events where I personally cry because you practice before we drive for a long ass time just to get there, practice more, actually perform and sweat your face off, and so on. Even if I did have "spare time" I'd be at the gym or at work because yo I need money ;-;. Yeah so this is a big ass authors note and it's probably really boring for you guys to read but I am OVERWHELMED. It's going to be worse for sure because I'll be taking like 3 AP classes in the fall along with marching band so yeah, I'm screwed. Anyways less about me, more about YOU GUYS! I am extremely thankful that you guys have stuck with me for so long and keep reading my god-awful story and ohmygoshshhhh it makes me extremely happy. I love reading your guys' comments they always make me smile and C:::: ANywAYS now for another short chapter because Im braindead and I feel so awful for making you guys wait for soooo long. And thanks so much for reading this I bet it was painful xD MORAL OF THE STORY: Time goes by so fucking fast (tHERE JUST ARENT ENOUGH HOURS IN THE DAY)