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Jisoo stood with blurry vision, seeing a figure standing in front of her. The figure was strange, it took shape of a human yet it isn't fully sculpted. She's curious as to why the figure is giving her a warm feeling in her chest. He's standing there, and they were so silent she could almost hear the ripples she's feeling in her heart. She drew him nearer and the figure's parts are slowly becoming clearer, all aside from his face. He opened his arms and envoloped the helpless girl. The blissful feeling, it all seemed familiar to her. What has she been missing? It's like there are pieces of her that she keeps on seeing yet it keeps on vanishing. It's been like that for Jisoo for a while.

"This is why I love you." he said. She can definitely recognize the stern voice but she can't seem to remember. The embrace has gotten a lot tighter, giving a feeling of pain rather than security. Jisoo wanted to let go but it seems like her system was trapped. She can't afford to move and the sensation started to become more crucially painful like they were being lit. She just wants it to stop. She can't handle how suffocating her surroundings are.

"Jisoo!"

She then heard a voice. It's Chaeyoung, she's a hundred percent sure.

"J, wake up!" Jennie sounded really worried. Where is she? Where's Chaeyoung? All Jisoo hears are their voices but they're nowhere to be found. The painful heat began dissipating but it soon got replaced by hard taps. The taps got eventually harder making her gain consciousness.

"J! Did you have a bad dream again? Look at you! Your breaking cold sweats!" A pair of hazelnut orbs looked upon the brunette with such worry. Jisoo melted by the act, but then again got reminded of what happened.

"You woke up crying again, soo. It's been a long time since you had those dreams." Lisa made simple gestures of caressing her shoulder, small strokes to calm the woman down.

"I'm okay, girls." she wiped the remaining tears grazing upon her face.  "I guess there are still missing memories. Even after four years." Jennie stood up from the bed and clapped. "Cheer up, everyone. I cooked breakfast a while ago. Let's go, let's fill our empty stomachs."

"I'll be right behind. I'll just wash my face." Jisoo said.

Everyone headed downstairs while Jisoo did her morning routine.

Let's forget whatever that was, Jichu. It was a forgotten memory for a reason.

The dining table was empty. I peeked in the sliding glass door and saw the girls with Bangtan, happily eating outside the twinhouse.

"J, come and seat!" Jennie said as she provided space between her and Kim Seokjin.

"Good morning!" Seokjin greeted her in english. His smile was very appealing, and Jisoo mirrored the action right away and Yoongi, who was sitting in front of them silently filled himself up. Jisoo was unaware of the tension between them, infact Yoongi was the only conscious one. She gave him a small smile when their eyes hit each other. A morning headache and a very bad dream really drove her mood to a wreck, but she's really trying hard to mask it. She'd rather do that than explain to everyone her tragic history that isn't even clear enough yet.

"Jisoo, why aren't you eating much? Doesn't it taste good? I helped Jennie in cooking those." Taehyung said.

Jisoo denied, slightly embarassed at how her gloominess made Taehyung question his skills. It later sinked in to her about the situation with Jennie. She gave Jennie a specific narrowed look and once Jennie got the message, her eyebrows almost met, giving Jisoo a mild slap in the shoulders too.