i'm sorry you loved me ; samo

twelve

sana, in fact, was busy. nayeon completely ignored her at school after their fight. once school ended, nayeon left so fast that sana didn't even know where she went.

sana walked out the school doors and searched for her, but she didn't see her anywhere. nayeon lived right across the road from jeongyeon, so sana walked jeongyeon home.

jeongyeon went inside her house and sana turned to go to nayeon's house. when she turned around, she saw nayeon standing outside the house on the sidewalk, just a few feet away from her front door.

sana started to walk towards her, but then nayeon ran towards the door. "nayeon!" sana yelled. she bounded across the street and nayeon slammed the front door as soon as sana reached the front step. "nayeonie!" she whined, knocking on the door furiously.

"go away, sana!" nayeon yelled from the inside of the house. sana saw nayeon's mother walk in the room behind nayeon, moving her aside and opening the door for sana.

"nayeon, what are you doing? let her in!" her mother said in disbelief.

nayeon glared at sana as her mother walked out of the room. nayeon stepped outside to meet sana. "hey."

"i'm sorry." sana cried, throwing her arms around nayeon's neck. she didn't hug sana back.  "i was just so mad at myself that i took it out on you. you didn't deserve it. what you said to me was good advice. i cant spend the rest of my life waiting for her." she ranted, tears beginning to fill her eyes at the thought of nayeon not forgiving her.

nayeon sighed deeply, grabbing sana's shoulder and pulling sana off of her. they were face to face now. sana sniffled and wiped her eyes. "you're such a crybaby, minatozaki sana."

sana's face got red even though nayeon was right. "yeah, i know."

"and it's too damn charming." nayeon mumbled. sana tilted her head, confused.

nayeon chuckled. "i forgive you, you big baby." she hugged sana tightly.

sana smiled and hugged her even tighter, jumping up and down as she did. "i love you nayeonie!" sana yelled.

nayeon groaned. "don't call me that."

they sat down on nayeon's front step. "i still love momo. and i know you had feelings for her." nayeon explained.

sana gasped loudly. "how did you know? i thought i did great at hiding it." she joked. nayeon laughed far too hard at that.

"but you need to let her go. move on. there are plenty of pretty girls here!" nayeon said. "like eunha for example."

sana laughed. "yeah, she's pretty. i just... i've never loved someone as much as i love momo. she's done so much for me." she recalled.

nayeon grabbed sana's hand. "i know she has. but it just wasn't meant to be." she said softly. sana accepted it. she rested her head on nayeon's shoulder and sighed. "i know." 

sana's phone began to ring and she instinctively pulled it out. it was momo. "don't answer it." nayeon said, grabbing sana's phone.

"but what if it's important?" sana cried, trying to grab it from her. nayeon waved her finger, and sana's phone stopped ringing.

"call her back later." nayeon said, putting the phone in sana's hand. sana stared at the phone and hoped that momo was okay.