Chapter 10

917 37 4

by tippilanea7x

by tippilanea7x

I stood there, not quiet sure what to do. He'd said we were over, but I had nobody to blame but myself, I mean how much of my crap did I expect him to take? What should I do? Should I leave?

I looked around the kitchen, what for? Nothing, I was in shock. Should I go and pack my bag now? Where the fuck would I go?

I looked at the time, it was after midnight, I couldn't exactly just show up at someone's house now.

Fuck him, this was my house too.

I went upstairs and into the bedroom, he was laying on his side but I had no idea if he was asleep. I got changed and climbed into bed, rolling as far away from him as possible. He said it was over, well that was fine by me.

I layed there, I couldn't sleep, but apparently he could, he was snoring softly. Argh fuck, I loved the noises he made in his sleep, fuck I was such an idiot.

I must have drifted off too sleep because my phone woke me up.

I opened my eyes, the sun was up, but it was still pretty early. I felt like crap.

Who the fuck would be texting me at this time of the morning anyway?

I used the bathroom and stared at myself in the mirror. I looked like shit, my stupid hair, it was all tangled, my stupid face, it was horrible. No wonder he doesn't want to marry you Ana, I thought, your not exactly rockstar wife material. Argh, I just looked terrible.

I went back into the room, Matt appeared to still be sleeping. We'd just broken up and there he was, sleeping like a baby.

I sat on the bed and looked at my phone. A message from Stacey. What could she possibly want?

I opened it.

Ana, Sorry to tell you like this

I'm pregnant, 3 months, I really

hope it doesn't interfere with

your wedding because I'd still

really like to be a part of it.

WHAT? Stacey was pregnant. SHE WAS PREGNANT.

It would seem everyone could get pregnant, oh except me of course, yes no babies for me.

I dropped my phone on the bed. That was it, I was leaving.

I went to my wardrobe and opened it, I started pulling my clothes off my hangers, when my arms were full I turned around and walked out.

I grabbed my car keys and left. I threw my clothes on the back seat and got in the front. I was sitting here, in my pyjamas, leaving my home with who knows what clothes that I'd grabbed in the back seat, and my sister was pregnant, she was pregnant.

I burst into tears, life was certainly being a big bitch to me right now.

Pull your shit together Ana, get over it.

I stuck my key in and started the car, I had no clue where I was going, I was just going.