This is my life (multifandom fanfic) in editing

This is my life

Being a celebrity ISNT all fun and games! Especially with dating drama UGH!  It seems like I'm always caught up in the dating drama, why me?? Believe me I feel like people dont even care about my music anymore! Or the new BLOCKBUSTER movie I'm in!

All the interviews I go to they want to know how I feel about my exes I've only had 5 in my life and I'm dating one now. Okay yea I know it may seem like alot but one was only for like a month and another was only for like 2 weeks. So not a big deal.

I was at my boyfriend Sam Pottorff's house watching the X-Factor wearing his snapback checking Twitter snuggled up against him on his couch.  "I'm done" I said clicking off my phone and throwing it aganist a pillow. "Whats wrong babe?" he asked.

"I have so many haters, people dont even care about my music anymore or my movies! You know my dream as being famous wasn't to be hated on, it was to live my dream! And this isn't my dream!" I said angrily, but I didnt wanna start crying.

I had always felt bad for Sam, I would always come crying to him. I didnt want to though. Sam wrapped his arm around me bringing me close, "so tell them that." He whispered.  He kissed my head.

I wrapped my arms around his waist, and hugged him closer. "Sam, I love you. SOO much. You dont even know. I know you dont derseve to hear me complain.  You dont deserve me. At all." I held in the tears.

He took me off his shoulder and made me look him in the eyes. "Stop Alyssa" He pushed the tears off my eyes. I looked down and he pushed my head up again. "I want you to know this and never forget it. I will never leave you and you can leave me, but I will be a wreck. I will never leave you. I love you wayyy more than you know. I like listening to you even if your complaining.  I know you dont deserve this, AT ALL!  Your too talented and amazing for this. Believe me. And whenevr something is wrong tell me, because I cant bear to see you sad like this."

I opened my mouth to speak  but he he coverd it with his hand.  He dried my eyes then kissed me. Like passionately.  We broke the kiss eventually and he said, "Dont forget that okay?" "Okay." I responded. 

I laid my head on his shoulder and he flipped the snapback backwards on my head.  I laughed because he was such a perfectionist when it came to his hair or snapbacks.

We foucused to the TV. "Remember when Trevor was on the X-Factor?" he asked. I laughed. "I remember watching it. When he announced the song he was doing "Im sexy and I know it" Simon gave him a look like he thought he was gonna be bad. It zoomed up on him too!" We both laughed. "Britney was so shocked!" Sam added. "I know!" I exclaimed. 

We watched the show till it ended, it was only auditions so some people sucked but others were good. We watched it till it ended. I checked my phone, 12:30 exactly.  "Can I stay over?" I asked. Sam gave me a look as if wtf is wrong with you.

I laughed. "Duh" he said. "Kay" I exclaimed. "Night" I said energetically and flopped down on his lap. "ahahaha no" he gave me a joking look but didnt make me move. I grabbed my phone and started looking on tumblr. "Hey what did you mean earlier by "tell them that?"" I asked.

"Well" he started, I propped myself on the couch with my legs still over Sams. "You do ustreams alot right?" I nodded my head. "Tell them exactly what you tell me, straight forward. Everyone will be talking about it and it WILL find its way to YouTube so it doesn't have to be a YouTube video." I thought shortly. "Hey that's actually a really good idea."

"Well duh" Sam exclaimed. "Should I tweet it? Saying I'm doing an important ustreams tomorrow and that everyone should tune in?" I grabbed my phone. "Yeah sure" He said grabbing his phone and going onto Twitter. 

"With the bae" showed up on my notifications from Sam because he tagged me. I quickly retweeted it, "Oh thank you"

After I did that and Sam and I were doing our own thing on our phone i texted my best friend Ariana Grande;  "Are you still up? please be uppppp"