This is my life (multifandom fanfic) in editing

Regret or True Love?

A/N: She finnally meets Nash. YAYY HAHA! Hope you like this chapter!

Ariana met Jacob next and I took pics for her as well. The next person I was meeting was Matt, I was so excited. Before Matt used to fangirl over Ariana so I thought he was gonna freak out about her and tottaly forget about me. I was in front of Ariana and after the girl in front of us met him he yelled Alyssa.

I smiled and ran up to him going to hug him but he lifted me up, I grabbed tighter around his neck and wrapped my legs around his wasit because I didn't want to fall, that would be so awkward. Ariana was obviously taking a bunch of pics. He held me tighter around my waist and I was smiling so much.

Once he set me down I was still like holding his arms and I said, "I love you so much Matt!" I sounded almost out of breath. "I love you too lyssie!" He said then gave me another hug. After we broke the hug he asked me what pics he wanted to do with me.

The first pic was took was a hugging pic and we were both smiling, it was a cute one. The next one was one where I was kissing his cheek and he like had his mouth open like a cute suprised look. The third one he kissed my cheek and picked me up wedding style, the same as Jacob did but by suprise.

So he like kissed my cheek and Ariana has some pics like that then there's this super cute one of him picking me up my suprise, and my face is adorable and he's just like smiling. Honestly it looked like we were dating. When I was with Matt I forgot about Ross, I have no idea how. Like I just felt spaced out with Matt.

I told Matt he was my favorite in Magcon and he suggested we do a pic where he tolds half a heart and I do the other so we did that one, and we did another "fan inspired pic" where we were holding hands looking at each other. I was like smiling almost laughing during that one.

I was kinda starting to like him but nothing could happen, he'd probably tweet that he met me and maybe instagram a pic but thats it, nothing would happen.

When I was about to leave I said to him so no one would hear, "You know how Ross and I were dating?" He nodded his head, "We broke up like a week ago because he had to go on the world tour." I said kinda sad. "Awh baby." He pulled me into a hug. "Love you." I said while we were hugging.

Sadly I had to walk away and for some reason I felt heart broken. Then when he met Ariana they only took two pics and he didn't react half as big as he did when he met me. He was like "Ariana it's so good to see you." She seemed so calm, I guess she is alot more mature than I am, it doesn't suprise me.

The two pics they took was a regular pic and Ariana kissed his cheek and they hugged and I got some pics of that and she walked away, seemed alot shorter than mine. The next person I met was Nash, when I walked up to him Cameron yelled at Nash, "You better do it." Nash nodded and Cam smirked then foucused on the fan next to him.

"Hey Alyssa." Nash said smiling and pulling me into a hug, omygod he was alot stronger and taller than I thought. I was almost standing on my toes to hug him, kinda like me with Ross, I pushed that to the back of my head.

He looked at Cam and Cam gave him that knowing smile. "Wait I have to ask you something?" Nash said bringing me farther away from the fans. I nodded my head, "Are you still dating Ross?" I shook my head, "Why?" I asked confused. "Do you want to be my girlfriend?" He asked me.

I did not even understand what he said. "Wait what?" I asked not being able to take him seriously, you kinda cant. "I'm dead serious right now." He said with a strait face, he was defintly serious. I thought about it for a few seconds, I knew I didn't have that much time.

Ross would want me to be happy and this is a once in a life time experience and I did love Nash. "I would love to." I said and smiled, "Come talk to me after the show, DO NOT LEAVE ALYSSA!" He said holding me by the hand back in frount of Ariana so she could take pics. I was gonna tell Ross this later tonight or tommorrow since I haven't talked to him since the breakup and I was deffinitly gonna talk to Ariana.

We took a hugging pic with his head on mine because he's so tall, him kissing my cheek bending down alot, me kissing his cheek I had my arms around his neck so I could reach him, and the final one us doing peace signs.

When I was going to leave he pulled me back into a hug and whispered, "I love you." I laughed and smiled, "I love you too baby." and kissed his cheek and tried to walk away dramatically but didn't walk far.

I felt like a slut and a cheater after doing that. I grabbed the phone from Ariana and wasn't even paying attention to what was happening I was just taking pictures of them. The love of my life broke up with me a week ago and now I'm saying I love you to a new boyfriend. I instantly regretted it, I couldn't even hear the fans behind me yelling my name and asking me what Nash was saying to me.

Ariana came back to me and smiled and grabbed the phone. "Cameron Dallas!" She yelled because he was her favorite. I forced a smile and walked over feeling the guilt sink into my stomach making me feel dizzy.

I was used to pretending that I didn't feel as if I wass about to faint, I was a celebrity, you can't let people know how you truly feel. This was the first time Ariana met someone before me but he kissed her cheek and Cam kept giving me looks, I had a feeling he knew what Nash did.

Soon it was my turn to meet Cameron and he whispered to me, "You said yes?" I laughed while still hugging him. "Of course." He gave a squeeze. For some reason I felt like I was best friends with them all of the sudden.

You kinda get used to it being a celebrity. one day your fangirling over someone, the next day your hugging them and becoming best friends.

Cameron took a pic kissing my cheek then said, "See you soon, love ya!" I laughed, I was going to be seeing them all soon, "Love you too." I blew him a kiss and we went and met Taylor Caniff next.

Authors Note: I feel like this chapter was like awkward and short but long in a way. Since I have to go through all of boy friends so this next chapter is gonna be a over view of thier relationship then their breakup but don't worry after I go through the boyfriends she will see them all again and there will be like confliscts and meetings and stuff so it'll be cool.

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