New Man?

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Alyssa's POV

I was expecting Ross to break up with me sooner or later, I knew they were going on tour and I wouldn't get anywhere with my carrer if I was on tour with them. I couldn't even process it at first.

I drove home and of course our favorite song came on which brought back so many memoires, like jamming out on the tour bus. How much I would miss the tour bus! I would miss all of them so much! I've been living with them for the past few months basically. And I've been with them for years. Going a day without them is like a year.

I parked my car outside my house went home and directly to my room, I started straight ahead for about 3 minutes then broke into tears. I was like that for the next hour or so. I was so mad, angry, and sad at the same time.

Trying to cope with it I wrote out poems and songs trying to relase my stress. My mom came up once my sobs got louder. She ran in concerened and asked me what was wrong but I couldn't say it out loud, I didn't want it to be true! It couldn't!

I grabbed a picture frame of Ross and I and held it in my hands and with that she understood. She left me alone for a bit. I hadn't told anyone not even Ariana, she's my best friend and I had to tell her.

2 and a half hours passed and I texted Ariana a whole long paragraph about what happened, I didn't care to see her response, I skipped dinner my mom didn't even bother persuading me to eat. I laid in bed until my eyes couldn't stay away any longer, I have no idea what I'm going to to anymore.

A/N: That was like 1st POV now im gonna do how she meets Nash then the next chapter is gonna be their relationship.

The next day I woke up, my hair a mess and makeup stained on my face as well as tears. I sighed at the thought that it was all true and not a night mare. I had to go on with my life, he told me I could date other people and he told me we would date later. I trusted him on that although I had a doubting feeling he would move on.

I realized I was still wearing Ross' shirt, I didn't know wether to be mad or happy but I ripped it off anyone and threw it in the corner of my room, put on a tank top and a sweatshirt as well as sweat pants.

I took a shower feeing as if I was washing the memories of our last kiss away and our last contact but I dried off put my hair in a wet messy bun made myself coffee and checked my phone for Ariana's response.

*12 New Messages from Ariana the bae Grande*

She said she was so upset for me and couldn't believe we broke up, she understood though because she knew I couldn't go on tour, she said she wanted to see me ASAP so I just texted her back she could come over today whenever.

An hour and a half later she came and wrapped me in a big hug. Obvioulsy this type of stuff never happened to her she was gorgeous. Everything about her was always perfect, her hair, her makeup, her clothes, EVERYTHING!

She comforted me for a bit but tried to cheer me up by showing me some vines. Vines kept coming up from a guy called Nash Grier.

A/N: This is before he was very popular

"Wait Ariana, who's that guy?" I asked as another one of Nash's videos came up. "Oh Nash Grier, he'e like a famous viner." I smiled, his eyes were gorgeous. I mean Ross did say I could date other people. Not that I would even have a CHANCE with Nash. Where was I gonna meet him??

"He's really cute" I replied blushing a bit. "Ohhh someone's got a crush." Ariana said while she clicked his profile. "Stop." I whined, "Who just went through a huge breakup with the love of her life?" I asked trying to forget about it, no way, I just didn't want to be sad again.

She glanced around my room, all the pictures were still there. "Yeah I know sorry." She looked down almost embarssed. We watched more of Nash's vines then started looking at all his friends like Cameron Dallas, Matthew Espinosa, Carter Reynolds and his brother Hayes Grier. They were all really attractive.

We started talking about how they were in a group called Magcon and you could meet them and stuff. She wound up sleeping over that night and we watched all of their vines and all their videos. We became huge fans of all the boys within 24 hours.

Was I falling in love with someone else? No way! They would NEVER like me! I can't even be friends with him. Even though my favorite started off as Nash it was slowly becoming Matt but I still liked Nash.

A/N: I guess I'm gonna stop here. I know Ariana wouldn't be fangirling about magcon they are fangirling/fanboying about her but whatevers its a fanfic

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