Too Much Stress?

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After Ross broke up with me he told me after he was finished with tour we would get back together. I was so in love with him, we were literailly Romeo and Juliet, or Noah and Allie, or Jack and Rose. Star-crossed lovers and I knew eventually I would be back  with him. He said I could date people in between because he didnt wanna stop me so I did.

Just thinking of all this make me worry about how I was gonna say it all on ustream. I dont wanna single out any of the boys and I dont wanna single out myself and get hated on more. I told mmyself when I got home I would practice, take a video and then watch it to make sure it was okay.

I contuied to look through Sam's pictures. There was this really cute one of us it wa at an O2L Meet and Greet. I went with the boys because I wanted something to do that day. A fan wanted to take a pic of Sam and I so we posed for it. There was 3 that Sam had on his phone from that day. One he kissed me on the cheek, the other was just a normal smiling one with he arm around my wasit, and the other was one where we were hugging each other. It was really cute because we were both laughing alot. It was from acouple months ago.

I checked my phone to see if I had it and I didnt. I quickly sent it to myself then posted it on instagram captioning "tb with the babe, awh we're so cute." I gave him back his phone, "c'mon lets do something" I stood up grabbed his hands and brought him up. "Like what?" he asked ready to sit right down. Honestly I just wanted to get my mind off things. "Honestly whatever you wanna do" I said shifting my balance to each foot. "Lets go to the skate park with Kian"  he suggested walking to his bedroom to get clothes. "Great!" I exclaimed.

I remember when I first learned skate boarding. In California outside Ross' house with Riker and Rydel. Ross was holding my hands while walking with me on the board. The next day I learned how to skateboard on my own but since then, since hanging out with Sam and Kian I've become pretty good.

I followed him into his room looking through his closet to  find something to wear. He didnt even care anymore unlike JC who always got bothered when girls went through his clothes and took it. I grabbed a purple shirt an OBEY snapback and kept the same shorts on since I went to sleep with short shorts.

"Ya ready to go?" I asked laying on his bed on my phone, it had already been 10 minutes since I finished getting ready. Finally after 5 more minutes of waiting he came out. We drove over to the skatepark and met up with Kian.  

A/n: Sorrry these are so short rn. but please vote comment and add to your library it will get better just wait xoxo

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