This is my life (multifandom fanfic) in editing

Fame

 Alyssa's POV 

I woke up at 8:45. I had a busy work day ahead of me. I was gonna be at the studio for for 3 hours working on songs and recording then I was gonna meet with singers to look to see if I could collab with anyone or write with them for an hour and half. 

Then I had to get fitted for my new TV show and I was gonna go through my skript reading right afterfor the first 4 episodes, after that I was gonna check out the set for my new music video which was the last single I released called, "Prayer In C". 

A/n it is a real song u can look it up if you want to

And after that I was probably gonna write for a bit. So overall I had a busy day ahead of me and I didn't wanna focus on relationships at the moment. 

I hopped in the shower then dried my hair which made it stick straight when it was usually wavy. I pulled my hair into a half up-half down look, like Ari always did. 

I did the makeup I do everyday. Its been about 6 months since I went without makeup somewhere and that was the Lynch's house. I tried to forget about him and the memories I had with him. I turned on Ed Sheeran's album X but all it did was bring back memories. 

I did mascara, eye liner, foundation, and eye shadow. Full out makeup. 

I got dressed in jeans, combat boots and a cute girly sweater. I applied a tinted lip balm and threw it in my Coach bag along with my phone and I grabbed a granola bar before I walked out of the house. 

Before I left the house I ran upstairs to grab my song book. "Ugh." I muttered under my breath almost forgetting. 

I threw my bag in the back of the car and started to drive to the studio. I kept looking at myself in the mirror and smiling at myself. I felt like I was in a very gloomy mood and I don't know why. Well maybe it was because Nash broke up with me. 

I didn't think I was gonna be affected, but I was. 

I sighed as I pulled into the parking lot and I grabbed my bag. The studio was about a 5 minute walk and tons of people were already taking pictures of me. I walked right by them, not in the mood to pose, smile or wave. 

I felt safe once I was in those heavy glass doors, I looked behind me and saw the flashes but I kept walking on. I don't even know how I feel about this anymore.

This is my life. 

I got in the studio and everyone who was gonna be helping me was there. "Hey guys." I said forcing a smile on my face. They all greeted me. 

"I have a bunch of new songs to work with." I exclaimed setting my bag on the table pulling out my song book and the granola bar and decided to eat it. I showed them "Forget Forever" and they played around with instrumentals and we finnally decided on how it should go. I decided to have it more poppy then sad but the meaning was deep to me. 

While I was in the studio I got especially emotinal at the lines,

"Our love was made to rule the world. You came and broke the perfect girl.",

"You left me wanting what we were.",

"I know we cant pretend that we were never lovers in the end."

"I try to tell myself this pain would go away." 

I ignored it and imagined it was lyrics wrote by someone else. I couldn't make the song more emotional than it really was, it was a pop song. 

We worked on many other songs such as "Love Will Remember" (selena gomez) "Nothing Like Us" (justin bieber) and others.

After that I had a meeting with THE Ed Sheeran! I was so excited I would be collaborating with him. I couldn't even control my excitment. I actually forgot about Ross, Nash and Matt for once and focused on my carreer and how far I had come in the past few months. 

I went on my day and tried to make the most of it. I had a fun time, like I always do when I'm filming music videos. I dunno I feel like I escape reality and I just get transported into my own music, the feeling is amazing.

I was excited for the new season of my show and the script seemed great! It's getting better and better each episode. And it was great to meet up with all my cast friends I hadn't seen in a while since I've been so busy with R5 and Magcon over the past year.

I got home and I was exaugsted. I had barley gone on my phone all day, there was no time. I tweeted once I got to each location but nothing but that.

I made myself mac and cheese and instantly changed into pajamas as soon as I got home. I was suprised to see Ariana sitting on my couch watch KUWTK. I laughed, hugged her and sat down next to her placing the plate on my lap.

I told her about all that happened today and how much work I got done then I told her about Matt, Ross and Nash.

She told me I should take a break from guys for a bit and focus on my work for a bit then when I've made a final decison I should talk to them.

I finsihed my girls night with her and she slept over of course. I went to bed pretty early since I was so exaughsted from today and the night before.

A Week And A Half Later

I was meeting up with the magcon boys today, I was still best friends with all of them. "Hey Matt." I said walking up to him making sure no one else was around. "Hey lyss" He replied.

"Did Nash tell you we broke up?"

"Yeah, he said he thinks you like me..."

I blushed.

"Welll..."

"Wait do you?"

"I do't know. It's not like I liked you while I liked Nash, I mean I really did love him. But over these past few weeks I've been starting to like you more than a best friend."

He smiled.
"Same."

"Like when I first met you I was really in love with you and then Nash asked me out and I said yes and I became best friends with you-"

He cut me off my kissing me.

I smiled. 

"I still love you." He smiled back at me. "Be my girlfriend?" He asked grabbing both my hands. I could tell he really wanted to go out with me. 

I blushed and nodded. "Yes Matt! Yes!" I was in love with him. I was so excited I jumped up and put my arms around his neck hugging him and he grabbed my wasit pulling me closer. 

A/N: I hope you liked this chapter! I know I did! vote comment and read xoxo