Everyone thought we were gonna get married, so did Ross and I. When we broke up everyone was devestated. We onyl publicly released that we were no longer and item a week after we broke up.
I still remember the day we broke up very clearly. He texted me asking me to come over, I didn't think annything of it, he always asks me to come over at random times. I put my hair in a messy bun and put some light foundataion on and a little mascara. Slipped some short shorts on and a tank top on that used to be Ross'. He no longer wanted it so I took it, usually I slept in it but today I decided to wear it. I made my way over to his house and rang the door bell instead of walking right in.
Ross opened the door but he didnt look like his usual happy smiling self. "Come in my lady" he said forcing a smile and gesturing his arm into his house. I smiled a small smile and walked in. He collected himself, "I see your wearing my shirt" he stated and stiffled a laugh.
I nodded. "Look Ross are you okay?" I asked putting my hand on his arm and traling it down to his hand guiding him to the living room. No one else was home it seemed like. His eyes were starting to water.
"Baby" I said almost yelling. The tears started to roll down his face. "I cant" he made out. "Tell me what is wrong. You can tell me anything remeber that forever and always." I said lifting his head up and giving him a little kiss.
He wuickly wrapped his arms around me holding me tight, I laid my head on his chest. "I want you to know that I will always love you. And I mean ALWAYS." I nodded my head, I think I knew what was happening, the tears were coming down my face too now. "I will always love you too." I whsipered.
"You know R5 is going on tour, a world tour" He said now looking me in the eyes. I nodded and sighed, it was happening. "I don't want to drag you around with us. I want you to do things for your career and become amazing and the world to know you as I know you. I want you to do movies and songs and TV shows. I don't want you to be stuck with me." I cut him off, "I wouldn't mind beinf stuck with you." I said putting my head back on his chest.
"I'm doing this because its the best for you." He contuied. I wrapped my arms around him one last time and kissed his lips one last time. "This isn't goodbye." He said as we broke the kiss, his hands in mine. "As soon as I come back from tour we can be together again." I smiled at the thought of that, the thought of knowing he would be mine again.
"I promsie" he said kissing me again. "You can date other people in between, I don't want you to be left alone." He contuied. I realized I barley spoke, I cleared my throat. "Ross Shor Lynch." I started. "You've given me the most amazing relationship anyone could ask for, and I can't wait to date you again. Your the most amazing, most perfect person I've ever met and I wish you and R5 so much luck for the future. And we'll be together in the end, because after all your my Romeo and I'm your Juliet."
He kissed me one last time. "I think I should be going" I said getting up from the couch and heading to the door. "Alyssa" Ross said grabbing my hand pulling me back. "I'm making this easier for you, and for the both of us. Your leaving in two days, get ready, get prepared. I wish you all the best." I said facing him, holding in my tears.
I gave him a last kiss on the cheek and opened the door standing tall for the both of us, took a deep breath and was able to shut it behind me.
That was the 2 years of our relationship came to an end.
A/N: I cried wrighting this omg! So I hope you guys understand the way I am writing this and I hope you enjoy it. Remeber vote, comment and add it to your library. Next chapter is going to Ross' POV on their relationship NOT their breakup then I'm gonna go onto the next boyfriend story so that's how the chapters are gonna be. xoxo
And also thanks so much for over 100 reads on the whole story!! xoxo
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