This is my life (multifandom fanfic) in editing

The End Of It All...?

Ross' POV

Riker told me to call her to come over so I could break the news. I did, not wanting to of course. Riker left the house and went to the mall to meet up with Rydel and the boys. We all decided it would be better off if I dont have any distractions. 

Alyssa told me she was on her way and I paced the living room trying to control myself, I was taking deep breaths, running my fingers through my hair. Soon the door bell rang, strange, she never rings the doorbell she just walks in. 

I was kinda glad she didn't walk in to see my like a mess. I made my way to the door and welcomed her in romatically. She could tell something was wrong, thats what I hated about her, she knew me so well. I also loved that too about her. 

I tried to talk it out with her but it resulted in me crying, then her crying. Us hugging and our one last kiss. 

This couldn't be happening, never once in my life did I think my world would be falling apart like this. She was sad as well but was trying to be strong for the both of us. She gave me one last kiss on the cheek and left closing the door behind her. 

I went to my room, feeling barley alive. I locked my door, even though no one was home and slid my back down the wall and cried into my arms. I couldn't manage my look up and see all the pics of us and all the memories we shared. 

I should have pulled her back into my house when she stepped out the door, I should have run after her car, I should have told her to keep me in mind. Instead I let her walk out of the door and drive away out of my life. And I told her she could date people inbetween. 

I'm so stupid. That was the only thing going through my mind. About an hour later I looked up, and it hit me. All the memories. I can't even tell you how mant pictures of us there are on that wall. 

I managed to get up and bring myself to look at the wall. The day we met at meet and greet, me holding her bridal style in Time Square, in Disney she was wearing Minnie Ears and I was standing behind her holding her wasit while she looked up at me, kissing on the beach with the sunset in the background, at our vaca house in Cali us standing on the balcony with the beach and sun in the background. She wanted to try to put our fingers together like an infinity sign so we did and we wrote our names on our fingers, doing the R5 heart together, me bringing her out on stage. There's way too many memories on that wall. 

I took the one right in the middle off. It was me picking her up and us kissing, probably one of my favorites. I looked at it in my hand for a while, I remember the day we put that up. We were printing pictures from our phones for the wall and we decided that one deserved a middle spot. 

Instead of throwing it away I placed it right next to my bed, so when I was trying to fall asleep I would see that or when I woke up I would see that. I want her to be the last thing I see when I fall asleep and the first thing I see when I wake up. 

To take its place on the wall, I took a flashcard the same size. Drew a big heart and wrote "I love you" in script on it. 

I stuck it on the wall and left my hand there extra long. 

A/N: Im at a public library rn updating this but I have 220 read, can I get more reads?? Tell your friends about it haha, vote comment and add to your libraray! xoxo!