Save me (Amyplier)

chapter 16

I didn't notice how much I write in here, Mark gave me this last week and there are a lot of entries. it feels great to get this all out of me. I know I talk about a lot of people in here but I want to talk about Jordan. Mark is trying to find her but I know there is a high chance he will not. She is super smart and is three steps ahead of everyone. One of the things I remember about her is that she was with Kenny. I didn't know it was her until she told me I wasn't allowed to eat that night. She talked about me eating crackers. If I was good Kenny would give me crackers. She called me Kitty after she said that, I ran to the room. I knew I was in trouble, then she had them tie me to the chair. I didn't tell Mark the truth about what they did to me. After I was tied up they told me that they going to do what I am used for. I tried to get away and to tell them no but it was no use. When Mark found me that guy just got done with me. I wanted to tell him so bad but they told me that if I did then they would kill him. I am still scared to tell him.

"You write a lot in there," Ethan said.

"Everything that I am not allowed to talk about is in here."

"Not allowed?"

"Kenny and the rest of them told me that if I ever told what they did to me then they would kill someone I care about. they didn't say anything about me writing about it."

"Loopholes are great. Mark should be done with his shower soon, he doesn't like leaving you."

"You are going to be with me when he goes after Jordan?"

"Yep, I will be glued to your hip. We can play board games!"

"That sounds like fun!"

Mark walked out of the bathroom, "Everything okay?"

"Yep, just talking about all the board games we will be playing when you go after Jordan," Ethan said smiling.

"That is not for a while, but we will get her."

"Mark, I know you just got a shower but can you help me get a bath?"

"Yeah, when do you want to go in?"

"When visiting hours are over."

"So like 30 minutes, yeah we can get you in there." He put his towel in the hamper.

"Thank you."

Mark and Ethan are going over case stuff until Ethan has to leave, I like Mark. I think I love him. He told me last week that he is not leaving me because he loves me, I think I love him too. He is the first guy who has been nice to me in a long time. Normally once I am bought they throw me in the car so they can break me in when we back to their place. One guy couldn't wait and raped me in the bed of his trunk. Kenny heard me screaming for help so when they kidnapped me again he shot him in the head. He said there was a chance that someone could have heard me screaming. Then he beat me for screaming. But Mark put his jacket over me, he said it was cold outside then he helped me into the car and made sure I was I was seat belted in. He didn't tie me up, he was the first one to not tie me up.

"Okay, time is up but we will be back tomorrow," Ethan said cleaning the files up. He gave me a hug then headed out of the door.

"Do you want to keep writing or do you want a bath?" Mark asked.

"Bath please, I want to try to stand on my own."

"Okay." He helped me clean up then stood in front of me with his arms hovering around me making sure I don't fall. It took me a few minutes but I got enough strength and stood up.

"You did it!" He cheered!

"I'm standing! Look, Mark, I can stand!" I wanted to jump up and down but I knew my legs would not be able to handle that. I wrapped my arms around his next and hugged him tightly.