As time passes by
And seasons change
Your memories we have
Will not wither away
With us you’ll forever be
You were a best friend
A shoulder to cry on
You were our everything
One we could rely on
Everybody told you their secrets
With you,
for they knew
They were the safest
The best and the best
Are the times we spent with you
Never a single second of sorrow
You were our beacon of hope
Always ready to hop in the car
The puppy face was your best weapon, by far
One glance at you could melt even papa’s heart
Who were we then to stop you from getting in the car
But now you’re gone and lost for ever
And we’re left with only memories
But they don’t suffice
You know
I want you back in my life!
Why did it have to be you
Why so early
You were just a baby!
This is unfair, life is unfair
And I hate it, I hate it all
For the unfair-ity of the world
For god’s sake
The month next was your birthday!
But he wanted you all for himself now,
Didn’t he?
Took you away from us, even before you could turn seven
So cruel, so mean
I wish I could stop believing in him
But then I know, he’s got you now
And after all that he made you suffer here
I don’t want him to do so the same there
So I pray and I smile
And I make sure that I don’t cry
So that when you see me from up above
You know we know that you’re better off and happier in that world
Without the pain you suffered through
Without the silence you had to bear
So even if I cry
You’re not here to keep your head in my lap
So why should I lie
And what’s the point of pretending?
That everything’s fine when it’s not
And we all do miss you
We miss you terribly
You have no idea baby
And it hurts and pricks
But can’t do much can we?
They say you’re in a better world
And I would truly love to believe that
But you were our world love.
Just want to tell you – we miss you too much.
No more words to justify, nothing else to say
You were, are, and always will be our baby
No matter if He took you away.
YOU ARE READING
Bottom Of My Heart
PoetryHere is a collection of poems and songs which I have been writing over a period of three to four years now. They have all been written from the Bottom of My Heart, hence the title (also, a lot of credit goes to my best friend Desirae Marie @LifeIsAD...