1. To Caesar

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  As time passes by

And seasons change

Your memories we have

Will not wither away

With us you’ll forever be

 You were a best friend

A shoulder to cry on

You were our everything

One we could rely on

 Everybody told you their secrets

With you,

for they knew

They were the safest

 The best and the best

Are the times we spent with you

Never a single second of sorrow

You were our beacon of hope

 Always ready to hop in the car

The puppy face was your best weapon, by far

One glance at you could melt even papa’s heart

Who were we then to stop you from getting in the car

   But now you’re gone and lost for ever

And we’re left with only memories

But they don’t suffice

You know

I want you back in my life!

  Why did it have to be you

Why so early

You were just a baby!

 This is unfair, life is unfair

And I hate it, I hate it all

For the unfair-ity of the world

  For god’s sake

The month next was your birthday!

But he wanted you all for himself now,

 Didn’t he?

Took you away from us, even before you could turn seven

So cruel, so mean

I wish I could stop believing in him

 But then I know, he’s got you now

And after all that he made you suffer here

I don’t want him to do so the same there

 So I pray and I smile

And I make sure that I don’t cry

 So that when you see me from up above

You know we know that you’re better off and happier in that world

Without the pain you suffered through

Without the silence you had to bear

 So even if I cry

You’re not here to keep your head in my lap

So why should I lie

And what’s the point of pretending?

That everything’s fine when it’s not

And we all do miss you

 We miss you terribly

You have no idea baby

And it hurts and pricks

But can’t do much can we?

 They say you’re in a better world

And I would truly love to believe that

But you were our world love.

Just want to tell you – we miss you too much.

No more words to justify, nothing else to say

You were, are, and always will be our baby

No matter if He took you away.

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