Whatever I do
How much ever I try
The feelings inside of me
Never subside
I try to make them happy
I try to set myself free
I try and try and pretend some more
But I never do feel free
Tied to a chain of sorts
Happiness in my life, condemned
I'm thrown against a wall of glass
And broken and sore
Will I ever be normal again
Will I ever breathe
I ask myself these questions over and over again
Because no more in Him, I believe
He left me off to fend for myself
In the worst situations of all
They say he helps those who help themselves
But can't he see, I'm shattered from all those falls?
Cut and hurt and bruised and pained
The agony speaks it all
But with the fake smile plastered on my face
Who'd rather try to push the wall
Its gone, I'm done
Beyond the emptiness
The curtains are drawn
I won't give up
I won't fall back down
Cuz I'm here to stay
Let it be known
The malignant smile
The superficiality
The single malt whiskey
And the smeared kohl in my eyes
They all speak a story
Another life to be told
The things I'm going to take away
Let the saga unfold
And the stage is set
The actor in me is ready
For one last time
Let me take away your breath baby
And when I found you from the sea of millions
I finally set us free
As I shot you down
You finally made me happy.
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Bottom Of My Heart
PoetryHere is a collection of poems and songs which I have been writing over a period of three to four years now. They have all been written from the Bottom of My Heart, hence the title (also, a lot of credit goes to my best friend Desirae Marie @LifeIsAD...
