Author's Note: This is my second song that I've written. Hope you guys like it! Will upload the first song sometime later, only if I get a good response to this one, because a first is a first, and extremely special :)
I hope you guys like it!
P.S. - Also, this poem is being dedicated to softlikevelvet for being the awesome person she is, and for writing this insanely awesome trilogy, called the Three Year Trilogy! You guys should definitely go, check it out! :D
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It’s there in my eyes
I know I want to cry
Welled up inside like bubbles of anger
They want to be able to flow
The truth stings, yes it does
But never before did it hurt so bad
Like a crack its made in my chest
And all of the beats of my heart are stopping by
I'd told you before,
Like a circle, like a circle.
It will take a round one day.
And when it does baby, and when it does
I'd be far and gone away
It never mattered to you, never did you think twice
You were never there for me, you don't say you know
Your words hurt me, they stung me like the bee
But you never ever realised
And I sit here, hidden from the world, hidden from my own self
Spilling those that had welled up inside of me
Holding onto myself tight
‘Cuz you never held me when I cried
I'd told you before,
Like a circle, like a circle.
it will take a round one day.
And when it does baby, and when it does
I'd be far and gone away
Suddenly I scramble to get up cuz I think I heard you
Whispering my name in the dark
But then realization hits me
You were never there for me then, why would you come now
You said things, but never meant them
Wish I knew then what you'd been planning on
It was never me, never did you once say "I'm sorry baby"
I could see it in your eyes, all you wanted was my body
It was now or never, had to be done someday
It was now enough, no more of you pushing me to your bed
I won't take it no more, I took the step
I pushed you back, far and wide
And you fell, and I was the only witness
Hard and cold and bloodied and hurt
It had to be done sooner or later
I'm sorry baby, but I won't say I told you so
I'd told you before,
Like a circle, like a circle.
It will take a round one day.
And now when it has baby, and when it has
You are far and gone away
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Bottom Of My Heart
PoetryHere is a collection of poems and songs which I have been writing over a period of three to four years now. They have all been written from the Bottom of My Heart, hence the title (also, a lot of credit goes to my best friend Desirae Marie @LifeIsAD...
