i can hear
the blue cobalt
ocean
in my ears,
reminds me
of the time
i was floating
in a
crowded pool
on a
sunday afternoon.i felt like
i was
the only
one
there
the waves
that the people
created
eased me
making me forget
about
everything
imperfect in
my life.my jungle
of a mind
cleared up
and turned
into big
silvery clouds
that were
only seen
in the heavens
up above.my body
filled with
sovereign heat
from the
vibrant sun
and
the wintry waters
felt nice
beneath me.it was
the first time
in a while
that i felt
warm
and
not ashamed
of my appearance.i was simply
floating
not caring about
what others think
not caring about
what my
revolting body
looked like
my eyes
were fully shut
and
everyone's voices
were briskly
replaced by
the sound
of water.peace,
a feeling
i truly love
a word
i haven't used
in a very
long time.i needed this.