i awaited for your volatile essence
to dote me until i drifted off to sleep for a hundred years
but it was replaced with a phantom
you never came
i've pictured this happening
petrichor filling up my nose
burning my golden mind to ease
i don't need you
i tried to tell myself
as my thoughts turned towards your brooding eyes
and your crimson lips
and the way your rose colored tongue . . .
get out of my head
you've stayed here for quite a while now
i thought you were just a visitor
putting petals on the small fair hills as you go
harmlessly wandering around the blue rivers of my mind
but you're now a cursed inhabitant inside my head
and i'm just your helpless puppet
gazing at you with love-struck eyes.a sucker for boys with long caramel locks
and a voice that can make you melt
like tiny droplets on popsicle sticks
the felicity of having your red maple branches around me
on a hot summer night
overwhelms my demure self
smiling up at the moonlight as we sit next to a street post
your velvety kiss lingers on my mortal lips
your vulgar touch sends heavy waves to my encephalon
but only to be awoken from a beauteous dream.