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i see sycamores growing in your eyes or maybe that's just me gazing at myself through the reflection of your ponderous orbs stop talking because i won't fall again i'm not a mouse in your trap anymore, tom i grew out of your avocado kisses and your enticing whispers don't weaken me anymore they just make me grow stronger the trails of sugar on my stomach that you've left don't bother me a pinch the scent of pine cones in the air reeked like liquor on a midnight sky you were never there for me on christmas eve i believed you would come down the chimney you go and we'd kiss under the mistletoe even left you cookies and milk on the dining table but my present never came so i lit up the fireplace and watched the fire with revulsion in my blazing eyes i've been such a good girl to you lately so how come you never came? was i on the naughty list? oh god, i wish i could rip that list in half.
you're dripping raspberries i'm making you melt or maybe that's just the faucet running because i'd forgotten to turn it off i lied, i didn't forget i left it on so you could drown in your filthy lies your crooked smile your way with words just sickens me i'm throwing up olives on an almost autumn day your sultry smirk suddenly became so rotten too rotten for me to even look at you.
are you waiting for me to erupt? because i'll erupt just for you, darling! but just remember that my body's filled with milky acid that's why my insides are always burning it's not you that always hurts me it's what i'm filled with that damages me.
close your eyes and imagine a ladybug crawling on your fingertips i feel at peace in my mind for once in my life now that you've showed yourself out my head i let the ladybug fly out the window but only to realize it was a poisonous one oops, i died.
