a pale swan hung over my head
representing my fondness for your pulchritudinous figure
your munificent words follow me in my dreams
like all the foul lies that comes out of my mouth
the things you say to me
makes me so clueless that i've never met such a beguile gem like yourself
the color of the sky wasn't monochrome anymore
you painted the myopic sky a shade of orange
like the jersey you wore at the last day of school.the gelatinous sunset i saw today was also orange
reminded me of the time you first said i love you to me
i felt like i was bestriding myself to the staircase to heaven
but only to be immediately dropped back to this sick world
i wanted to say it back
but an urge inside me couldn't
so i left my groom behind and fled towards the dutch doors.when i started to think you weren't coming after me
an abstraction blocked my bolt
but it wasn't you
it was this sheepish boy
with a personality so audacious
you would've never expected anything like it
he had these russet eyes
that could hypnotize you to do wicked things
we gazed at each other for what seemed like eternity
but neither of us said a word
the crestfallen boy just sat down on the second step of the staircase
the staircase to hell.