the tsunami never came
but the fiasco i've been dreading for did
and now i'm crying alice's tears
your wounding words cut me like the razor-edged knives my grandma used to own
the pique in your voice alarmed me
and sent sapphire tears rushing down my parched cheeks
one day we're pirouetting on the midnight puddles of the hearty rain with joy in our eyes
and the next we're falling into them
i thought it would be me
to ruin everything saintly of our love
but it was you.how could you say those vile words to me?
i thought you were so much more exotic than the rest
that's why i decided to love you in the first place
but you're no different from them
all men are the same
they're churlish and inconsiderate
i don't know why everyone adores these stone-hearted creatures.maybe if i didn't stay i would've avoided this feeling of so much melancholy
it hurts so much
my benevolent heart felt so much for you
so many vague emotions
so much love and compassion towards you
and then when i started to get closer
you pricked me with your twisted thorns
you were a flower the whole time
but you had too many thorns for anyone to hold you
even i, your supposedly true lover
couldn't bare the pain you gave me
it wasn't the thorns that caused me so much raging pain
but it was your roots
it was your tangled roots
i was so distracted by your silky petals
that i forgot to notice your shallow roots
you were a decayed rose
and maybe it's for the best that i cut you off
so thank you
for everything you've made me feel
for loving me once
but i'm not gonna stay for you to love me twice
i've already stayed enough but you always left without saying a word
so maybe it's my turn to vacate.so goodbye,
my devilish lover
and hopefully our paths
won't pass each other again.