enlighten me from the bottom of your daydreams
kiss me softly 'till i can't breathe
you're no good for me
but what can i do to unlove you?
i can sleep until i forget your winged irises
and rise to a dead ghost town
full of old spirits haunting me silently
your blue whisper washing over me
like the tidal waves across the street
a tsunami
what if a tsunami hits me?
would the ferocious fear replace my undying love for you?
would i be too traumatized to even think about you?
would i feel so numb that i'll forget every little thing about you?
like the way you mumble things when you're cross
and how you make jokes when things are too serious
or when you try to talk sweetly to me but fail miserably bc i'm too stubborn to take the simple compliment.things are going way too well
i can feel cherries on the tip of my tongue
something's gonna make this whole thing turn into a fiasco
and i don't wanna find out what
so is it better for me to stay?
or to leave before anything else happens?
before i drown too deep into your pool
made with all the tears i've created for you
are you satisfied that you made me cry?
that your filthy words made an affect on me?
but just to be stabbed in the back with your silver utterance
over and over
again.when will this tsunami come for me?
and if i leave you, would you haunt me too?
would you remind me of the way you smelled like peppermint dulcet
and the way your wispy hair felt nice between my autumn fingers
i'm so whipped.whoosh
the tsunami is coming.