he was a romantic artist i was an awkward poet
he was unique i was bizarre
he was a rare jewel i was a broken stone
he was my wingless jade angel i was his stubborn cloud.a table was set up in the middle of a frat party
but we were the only ones playing
you spun the bottle
it landed on a lava lamp my friend owned
you were my sudden starlight
shining so bright that it blinded the sun
we roamed around the grassy fields of northern italy
whispering sweet nothings to each other's ears
being the happiest we can be
with honey-colored daffodils swaying in the lavender wind.my turn
i spun
it landed on nothing
not even a chair or anything
you slipped away from me
i reached and reached for your hand
it was too late
you evaporated like summer rain on a small empty backyard
you left so suddenly
like everything we've gone through meant nothing to you
like i was just some dust on your shoulder
but i guess i should've known better
the devil was once an angel anyways.you spun
it landed directly at me
specifically at my throbbing heart
i can see it through my shirt
waiting for it to burst out any second
you played the grimmest tricks on it
lead me on a road that lead to nothing but a dead end
i turned back but my car had disappeared
leaving me no choice but to stay
in your cold rotting arms.i spun
the bottle slipped off the table and shattered
sighing in relief as i gaze at you
"this game was a terrible idea," i admitted half-jokingly, witnessing your eyes twinkle so lightly and the curves of your lips wrinkle as you smiled in agreement."yeah, this was bullshit." you scowled. that scowl i've always admired.
"you think so?" i blinked foolishly.
"yeah, why did we even play this in the first place? this was so stupid. i wish we never played this fucking game." the lividness in your voice was as clear as ice, somehow alarming me.
"did you regret playing at the beginning? when we were running on the grass fields?" i tilt my head slightly, my eyes searching for a response.
"no, it was perfect." my heart skipped two beats. three. "until it got ruined by me." my heart sank, lower than the drop i fell on on that steep hill one day.
he was a charming delinquent i was a revolting saint
he was a verde prince i had no royalty in my blood
he was unbelievably perfect i was flawed in every way possible
but he was my lover
and i was his.