Human |lashton|

e l e v e n

~ l u k e ~

dear ashton,

because i can't live much longer without you i have planned my date that im going to kill myself. it's going to be the same date as you killed yourself 10th of july. i will be with you soon my love.

i love you.

love luke.

*

thats it. i've written it in now. thats the day i'm going to die. that means i have 10 days to live.

-

"strike! haha bitches beat that!" calum pretty much yells when he gets a strike. we are bowling because its july 1st. thats a tradition we do. every year on july first we would go out bowling. it's not nearly as fun as when ashton was here.

of corse i lost for bowling because i'm the loser. i can't do anything right. i can't even get a spare in bowling. i'm fucking useless.