solitude • kihyun

s i x t e e n

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extra warnings: really sensitive conversation down below. if you're susceptible to topics such as death, depression and suicide, i highly recommed to skip or to stop reading here. 

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"i know why you're here."

he stopped frozen and immediately frowned. even though he was completely sure there was no way she'd know, still it seemed strange the way she so decidedly stated that she knew the real reason why he was there.

kihyun tilted his head. "you didn't come here to clean after your brother's mess. it was a lie, just as i suspected." she said confidently. 

those words caught kihyun's attention. he stood straight and took a step towards her. for a second yuna felt a menacing aura that she could recognize from before, from whenever kibum and her fought. 

"you came here for another reason." she said gathering all the strenght she could at the moment. 

kihyun swallowed hard and she noticed how his jaw clenched siglthy. "and what is that reason?" 

yuna wanted to comfront him so bad. she knew now he had been lying since the moment she met him. she suspected it. her insctints told her but she didn't want to believe it. she thought she have had enough with kibum's lies and she decided, again, to trust in another member of the yoo family that casually looked just like him. 

the memories of the dream she had flashed in her mind in that right moment. kibum approaching her and whispering it to her ear. it was probably stupid to trust a dream but she found out it was extremely strange to dream about such a thing. it could only mean one thing: he was trying to help. 

and she was never a believer of that kind. but kibum's words actually made sense, it all fit together. 

"you came here to commit suicide." she said staring at him with serious eyes. 

kihyun's eyes widened and he stumbled on his own feet. he swallowed hard but couldn't took his eyes off of her. 

"am i right?" she asked taking a step towards him. 

"h-how do you-

"it doesn't matter how... is it true? - she asked desperately as she reached for his forearm - did you come here to kill yourself like your brother did?" her tone was raising each passing second as her nerves began to increase.

kihyun seemed to be at a loss of words. he couldn't believe his own ears, but beyond that, he couldn't believe how she knew it. 

"who told you this?" he asked concerned. 

but yuna didn't want to reveal her source. after all, it was highly probable that he wouldn't believe her. 

it was kind of dumb admitting it all happened through a dream. that kibum appeared to her in her dreams and told her such thing. 

so she remained silent, staring at him, trying to find a good reason why he'd do such a thing. but kihyun wasn't happy about her learning the real reason why he was there.

he grabbed her by the shoulders and lowered himself to be at her same height. "who told you this? how do you know it?" he asked desperately, his green eyes filling with tears.