pretty boy - taejin

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"Taehyung, I told you that I can't take it anymore." Seokjin whimpered, hugging onto the younger tightly as the pain in his neck settled and Taehyung was pulling away, licking the blood off of his lips. Seokjin gasped shakily and hiccuped, wiping his tears and Taehyung cooed softly, brushing his soft pink hair out of his eyes.

"What? You've been doing this for a while now, baby...and you're trying to have a kid with me, you're gonna have to deal with our kid wanting to feed on you as well, too." Taehyung's eyes glowed red softly and he settled on the side of Seokjin's bed, brushing his sandy blonde hair back with a smirk and staring at Seokjin's slim body with a bit of pride. "When should I propose to you?"

"P-propose—?"

"Mm, never mind." Taehyung laughed at Seokjin's confused expression and laid back onto the fluffy pillows. "I'll do it when the time is right. But for now, your blood was delicious as always, and your little hole was extremely tight today." Seokjin turned red and stared at him with a disgusted expression. "Next time,
you need to relax. It's hard to fuck when you're so pissy."

"So I guess I'm not pregnant?" Seokjin muttered, ignoring the fact that Taehyung kept talking about his asshole as if it were some sort of object.

"Nope." He popped the p and licked his lip. "But after today's session, I'm pretty sure you will be."

Seokjin scoffed, rolling his eyes and flopping back to close his eyes and lay down as comfortably as possible. "Is Hoseok awake?"

"No, he's sleeping like a baby." Taehyung responded. "Flat out just collapsed in the guest bedroom and snoring like nobody's home."

"Hey, I snore in my sleep, too." Seokjin mumbled, eyes flitting open and flipping over to lace his fingers with Taehyung's. It was odd. No matter how angry he got at Taehyung, he always...found himself yearning for the vampire's touch and warmth, his lovely deep voice to sing praises into his ear that made his toes curl and a smile to break across his face. "You gonna go out again today? Can't you stay home with me and cuddle?"

Taehyung smiled gently. "I wish I could, too, babe, but I've got some work to do." The sandy blonde male smirked and tipped his head. "Can you wait all day for me? I'll be home late again."

Seokjin huffed and pouted. "Fine." He broke his hands from Taehyung's grip, flipped away so his back was to Taehyung and hugged himself, curling his naked body into himself and stubbornly closing his eyes. "You can leave now. I'll be taking care of Hoseok again, I guess."

Taehyung sat up and stifled down a laugh. Seokjin was just too cute.

"I love you too, babe."

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wow so i just had my third mental breakdown of the day :/

i've been feeling so dead inside lately, like i have two summer assignments to complete and one half of myself is excited to start and finish and the other half of myself is just staying depressed and just wondering when all the work and tiredness and exhaustion will end.

i don't like complaining but i've just been so done with life lately, my family's been really stressful, my social life is just another work to check off my to-do list and everything is just so annoying.

every time i think about the future, i don't see anything great or exciting, and it's about time i start thinking about what i want to be now that i'm a high-schooler and soon i'll be in college and all but i literally have no hopes and dreams. sometimes i feel like i stopped growing at age 10 and i just sorta thought my life would plan itself out?? i sit home and complain about school, i obsess over celebrities that i have no chances of meeting, i have no talents or hobbies i'm not special at all i literally can't do anything, my family disapproves of everything i do and they still continue to ask me why i'm so reserved with them.

everything is dark and gloomy and sad and i'm crying every night i'm terrified of coming out to my family and i literally don't know how to think anymore. just looking at homework and thinking about school and unfinished work gives me anxiety and i end up just contemplating my life at the end of the day.

i'm just being a depressed brat and i'm sorry for updating such dumb short chapters but idk, i want to take time off and i'm just so confused about myself and my life.

i need time to sort myself out. i'm being pressured by something invisible and something i'm unfamiliar with and i want to organize my life before i literally just end it all and regret everything.

i hope you all understand.

i'll see you guys next week.