A New Perspective

Chapter Nineteen - Getting To Know You

When the morning sun peeped through the curtains, my eyes slowly opened to see a beautiful man sleeping peacefully in front of me. I couldn't help it when I found my fingertips brushing across his cheek and lips, he was perfect. "Mmm, good morning." He groaned out before opening his eyes. "Good morning." Slowly he opened his eyes before quickly moving back, his actions caused me to jump back as well as he stared at me with wide eyes. "What!?" I asked looking behind me to make sure there wasn't something there, his laughter echoed throughout the room. "Your face was priceless!" He said between breaths. "You're an asshole!" I growled at him slapping his bare chest as he continued laughing.

"Okay, I'm sorry." He said grabbing my hand to keep from moving from his chest, I couldn't help myself as I moved closer to him, he was intoxicating. "All is forgiven." I muttered as I slowly moved my hand down his torso to his waist, my eyes never leaving his, I could see them turning dark from lust. Just as my hand slipped beneath his pj pants and boxers, he crashed his lips with mine. Once my fingers brushed gently against his member it seemed like I had broken the dam, just as quickly as blinking my eyes I was straddling him. One hand on my hip and another tangled in my hair as we kissed, biting his lower lip he grounded his hips against mine causing his excited member to rub against my aching core. This was supposed be a playful tease to get him back, now my shirt is laying on the floor and his mouth is working it's way down to my breast.

After a few minutes of foreplay he rolled us over pinning me beneath him,  I could feel him between my legs begging for entrance. Oh, how I wanted him, he sat up for a moment and reached over to his nightstand grabbing a condom. Well at least one of us is thinking straight, all I can think about is how sexy he is and how good he feels.  "Hurry up." I moaned as I ran my nails down his chest, he stared down at me biting his lower lip as he worked to put the condom on. "Why?" He asked giving me a teasing smirk as he slowly stroked himself, I wanted to punch him. "Because, I want you to fuck me." He let out a growl before leaning down claiming my lips with his, he lined himself up and with one hard thrust he filled me to the hilt. "I love when you talk dirty." He moaned between the kiss.

After the amazing sex, and it was mind blowing. We both hopped into the shower, I was still having a hard time with processing how I got so lucky to have this god like guy in my life, let alone in my pants. He was something else, his smiles and laughter was contagious.  "Babe?" Blinking the water out of my eyes he shook his head laughing. "You okay? You spaced out for a minute there." I just nodded then finished rinsing off. "I'm just thinking, sorry... What were you saying though?" He gave me a worried look as he stepped out of the shower. "I was asking if you were  hungry." The thought of food and my stomach went to rumbling.  "Starving." I said stepping out behind him, he leaned down giving me a tender kiss. "I'm going to let you change in here, I don't know how much longer I can look at you naked and not want to bend you over the sink and take you from behind." He whispered against my lips, I could feel my hormones screaming out for him to do just what he said. In that moment I was feeling like a dog in heat, he stepped out of the bathroom and closed the door behind him.

Most of the day we spent on his couch watching tv, we had talked more about ourselves and our family's. I learned that he has a little sister who is 14, she lives with his mother in Atlanta.  His dad lives downtown Nashville and they only meet maybe once a month, he told me stories from his childhood and how his grandmother raised him while both his parents worked full time jobs until she met a man at bingo night and they eventually got married and moved to fairhope Alabama which is where she currently resides.

I told him about my life and always being on the move and never staying in one place for more than a year tops. Of course he asked about past relationships and friends but being shocked when he realized he was my first serious relationship and not some elementary puppy love, and that's where we are now, him asking about my virginity since I've never had a boyfriend. Was this a question I should tell him to save for another time? What would he think if he knew the truth? "You don't have to tell me, It's none of my business." He said scratching the back of his neck, that was his tell tale of his nervousness. "It's not that I don't want to tell you... I... I just don't want you to think any different of me." I whispered letting out a sigh, he pulled back staring at me. "Please, don't tell me you slept with some major rock star for your first time and now I'll never add up to him." I couldn't help but to laugh, he always made me feel like everything I've done or do is perfectly okay. "No! I've never even been to a concert before!" He just shook his head and smiled. "Then as long as you haven't slept with a rock star, I think I will think of you the same." Letting out a sigh, I looked him in the eyes. "I lost my virginity at a high school party that I snuck out to go to." His eyes went wide and a smirk on his face. "How did you get invited to a party if you didn't have any friends?" He would be the one to question how I got an invite. "I overheard girls in the locker room talking about it and found out that it was a couple blocks over from my house, so I climbed out my window and walked to it." He just shook his head. "Well at least you didn't have to worry about driving home drunk!"  And boy was he right about that, that night
I was as drunk as a skunk. "Yeah thank goodness." I said before taking a sip of my drink.  "So, how did you hook up with someone? I know I'm nosey but I am curious." Shrugging my shoulders I just stared at the tv. "I got really drunk and started dancing with a group of people and some guy came up behind me and started dancing with me. After a while of us hanging out we went upstairs and did the deed. Turns out he was the damn football captain and the head cheerleaders boyfriend, so once she caught us in the act.... She made my life a living hell for the rest of my time there." Brendon's eyes were bulging out with a huge grin on his face. "No way! So like.... what the hell happened when she caught you guys?" He was now sitting on the edge of the couch.  "Um... well she stormed in screaming and of course I was on top, she started crying and her friends came in yelling and threatening me; saying they were gonna beat my ass and all that. Once they left the room, me and Kyle finished and got dressed. He did say that I was the best lay ever and that he will make sure no one touches me, which no one did... they just talked shit and pulled petty pranks on me."  Looking over at him he shook his head and laughed, I just smiled leaning in to give him a quick peck on the lips.  "Well, he is right about you being the best lay." He mumbled against my lips, I couldn't help but to laugh pulling away from him.  "Well, you're pretty great yourself." He nodded his head and sat back. "I better be!" He said as he lifted me up and placing me on his lap.  "Don't worry, baby. You're the only man to ever make me scream your name out." I whispered leaning down brushing my lips against his.  "Just like I'm fixing to do right now."  He muttered. 

  As the day was winding down to an end, I had him drop me off at Jade's house. She was more than willing to help cover my butt, she even went as far as making us change clothes and taking pics of us doing random things to make it seem like we spent all weekend together. Around 7pm my mom pulled up in the drive as Jade and I were sitting on her porch, before I even stood up Jade was making her way to my mom. It seemed like they really hit it off and now they talk like they're best friends too, it was weird but what ever.  "You ready, Sutton?" My  mom asked as I climbed into her car, I just nodded my head as I settled into the seat.  "So......" she started off as we pulled out of the driveway, I just looked over at her with a raised brow.  "What?"  "Are you and him official or what?" Her question surprised me,  why would she even want to know? "Um..... yeah.... he asked me Saturday after seeing Bill's son Collin show interest in me."  She looked over and me and laughed.  "Wow! You've got two guys falling at your feet? How in the world did this happen? You're becoming a social butterfly!" I just stared at her, a social butterfly? No way in hell. "So, are you and him using protection?" And now folks, she's asking about my sex life!  "Um... what?"  She glanced over at me with wide eyes.  "Condoms, Sutton. Are you and him using condoms?" Can I please jump out of the car now?  "Really mom!? Seriously!?"  She nodded her head and slowed the car down a little bit, no! I wanted to be home like right now!  "Yes! Now if you keep prolonging, I'll just keep driving slower and slower." Ugh! This woman! "Yes, mom. We are using protection!"  She sped up a little bit, I really hoped she would drop the subject now.  "I bet you two would make gorgeous babies." She had a dreamy look in her eyes, I couldn't help but to grin.  "You're father would flip his lid if you were to get knocked up." I couldn't help but to roll my eyes and scoff. "Like I care what he thinks." I muttered she looked over at me and frowned.  "Why do you hate your father so much?"  Letting out a sigh I stared at the window.  "Why don't you, mom?  Every damn year we always have to up and move at his commands, all he does is control us. If we don't do what he wants then he will tell you where the highway is real quick! As long as we make him look good he tolerates us, he uses you as a warm body to hold and pleasure himself with." I could hear her sniffles, it was breaking my heart but I felt like she needed hear the truth. "Don't you ever get tired of moving around and always doing what he wants when he wants?"  She didn't say anything, she just wiped the tears from her face and nodded.  "I'm sorry, momma... I'm just tired of it all, I want this to be our home for a while. It was fun moving around and going new places but I'm getting older and I want to settle in and graduate from a high school with friends. Don't you want to watch your garden grow? You put so much time and effort into them and then not even get to see them bloom fully before we are being shipped off somewhere else. Don't you want to make friends and have girls night drinking wine?" Silence, she said nothing but she didn't need to, I already knew the answers.  "I don't hate him, mom... but I do resent him." I could hear her letting out a sigh, she reached over grabbing my hand. "I promise that this will be the last house you live in while under our roof, the next time you move; it will be because you choose to move." I just smiled nodding my head, I knew that she would do what ever it took because she never made a promise she couldn't keep. "But do one thing for me, try and understand that he does everything for us. It may not seem like it but he does love us, he just has a funny way of showing it."  I nodded my head, even though I don't really agree with her.  "I'll try."