Life Isn't A Fairytale

Chapter 35 - He's Following Us

Taylor's POV-

Today and yesterday I feel like complete shit. Gianna has been trying really hard to cheer me but it isn't working. What am I gonna do now?

As we sat outside for the next 2-3 hours, we talked about everything there is to talk about. Life, everything going on with MagCon, Hayes and Madison Beer. Just everything and anything.

"So, this whole Twitter and hashtag shit."

"Just know I love you Taylor. That's all I'm gonna say to that."

I look over at her and she's wiping away her tears. What if I'm the reason to herself being upset. I don't want her to be as depressed as Kassidy was. I don't know if you read the chapters before this, but Kassidy self harmed badly, that it was sad. Matt had no idea what to do and it was all because of the Ashley girl. Speaking of Ashley, I ran into her the other day when Gianna got out of the car because of Jill. Jill. Holy shit. Last time I checked she was pregnant and I slapped her. I don't wanna not talk to Jill, I really do want to talk to her but, I don't know if I wanna stay with Gianna or Jill. I have the same amount of feelings for both girls. I wonder how Gianna would react if I asked her for a 'break' and in that 'break' I go date Jill until I want Gianna again.

Anyways, this whole Twitter thing is really lazered in my brain and at this point I just wanna run off. Go somewhere and anywhere and leave. Leave everything behind me. Leave Gianna, leave my family, leave my life, leave the Earth. I wanna die. Literally, I...want...to...die. Maybe I'll call up Dillon and we can go to Myrtle Beach or something. No wifi out there so no Twitter blowups.

LISTEN TO LAST FIRST KISS BY ONE DIRECTION NOW!

I sigh, "Just know I love you too, G."

"Babe, don't let all this hate get to you okay? You're stronger than this. Stronger than I know. And you know I love you and I will support you throughout anything. Just..." she sighs. "Don't ever fucking leave me for the load of bullshit happening to you right now, okay? Don't leave the earth, don't leave your family, don't leave your friends, and most of all don't leave me. You have no idea how broken and upset I'll be. You may think at this point nobody cares what the hell you do, because I gurantee you that everybody cares. Everybody. And I'm not just saying that to cheer you up. It's true. It is fucking true. Everybody hates everybody or everybody loves everybody. It's everyone's choice. You focus on the good or you focus on the bad. But, in your case, you need to be focusing on the good, Taylor Micheal. You don't know how much you mean to me, you don't know how much you make my heart throb, you don't know how I would act if you left, you don't know how or where I would be today without you guiding myself to a better lifestyle. And I'll tell you this Caniff, you have no fucking idea how I would act to you leaving me for Jill because you better know damn well that I, Gianna, will be living a miserable hell and just end it all right there. I love you way too much to let you go, Taylor. Way too much."

I don't know what to say to that. I knew Gianna loved me but not this much.

"Gianna I," I chuckle. "I don't know what to say to that..."

She turns her head to be and leans in. She kisses me slow and I just savor the moment. Everything in my head about Twitter is fading quick.

When she pulls away she smiles with her dimples.

"I like your dimples," I say with a smile, just adoring her face.

Her cheeks go red and she covers them with her palms.

I grab her wrists and pull them down.

"Don't ever cover up yourself when you blush, Gianna Josefina," I say, kissing each of her cheeks.