Matt's POV
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"Matthew? Matt wake up."
I lazily open my eyes and look around, "Where are we?" I asked.
"We're at your flat, silly!" she came over and opened my door, "Now c'mon! Let's go inside," she said, kissing my nose.
I hear a gasp and I quickly open my eyes.
I see Kassidy standing in the doorway with red, puffy eyes.
She holds her face in her hands and falls to the floor with tears. Ashley kinda just looked at her with crossed arms, and rolled her eyes.
I just stare at Kassidy thinking, "What the hell did I just do?!"
"Kassidy!" I shouted.
I jumped out of the car and pushed Ashley out of the way. I ran and collapsed next to Kassidy.
"Kassidy! Babe, please forgive me."
"Go the fuck away!" she shouted, her eyes filled with anger.
"Kassidy, I can ex-"
"No! I don't need no fucking explanation! Get the fuck out of my face!" she shouted again, holding her face in her hands.
"Okay," I got in my car and drove off to wherever. Mad, upset, disappointed, sad, just mixed emotions. How dare I disrespect Kassidy like that. She did nothing to deserve this. Absolutely nothing.
After about 2 hours of driving I get a text, "Meet me at the cafe in 5 minutes," from Nash and the guys.
"God damn it!" I shouted.
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After I drove to the cafe, I parked my car and headed inside. It was a gloomy evening. Not very many stars, but many clouds.
I looked around and I saw the guys with Kassidy. Oh my god, what is going on?
I walk over ignoring Kassi, "Hey guys."
They stare at me and finally, someone talks, "Hey," mumbled Cameron.
I look over at Kassidy and her eyes are full of tears that she's trying to hold back, "I can't do this!" She ran out shoving everybody in her way.
I look down, ashamed.
"C'mere," says Johnson.
I still walk over with a frown, "Why did you guys want me here?" I asked looking up.
"You need to apologize or explain to Kass what really happened," Shawn said.
"Yeah man," Taylor continues, "You're her world!"
Everyone nods.
"Bro, we walked outside because it was loud as hell and she had a gun to her head, imagine what would've happened if we came a few minutes later! She would've fuckin' died!" Taylor finished.
My eyes got red, with tears.
"Don't make yourself be the victim, Kassidy is. You fucking had a date with Ashley and y'all kissed in the car. Did you not think about ONE, just ONE TIME Matt, about Kassidy?! You broke her heart!" exclaimed Gilisnky.
"I just don't understand why you'd do this to Kassidy, Matt," said Cameron, "You thought about her every second! I know you did! Because a girl like that, you never get your mind off of," he said pointing in the direction Kassidy drove off.
"What do I do then?!"
"If you have the damn balls, you'd go to her flat and apologize to her, face to face!" complained Gilinsky.
"And what if he doesn't accept my apology?"
"Then you guys are done," Hayes says.
"You really did," said Carter.
"Really did what?" I asked.
"You really did fuck up, bro."
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Kassidy's POV
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As I stomped out of the cafe with streams of tears, I walked straight home. At this point, I didn't give a flying fuck about anything, I felt like dying.
When I reached my flat, I was going through a bunch of drawers, looking for a blade. I finally found one and walked straight to the bathroom.
"One for breaking my heart," I said as I took a deep cut into my skin.
"Another for leaving me," I said crying.
"Another for cheating," again, I took a deep cut into my flesh.
"Another for not being good enough," I said just thinking about our memories.
I just kept going. Blood was everywhere. Everywhere. I couldn't stop. It was holding me back. It was uncontrollable. The cuts. The blood. The tears. The blade, everything was here. But the memories, dates, cuddles, and kisses, were all.......gone.
I went straight to my room and slammed the door crying. I leaned against the door, falling. My head buried in my hands, "I'm not good enough," I said, "I'm not pretty enough, I'm not worth enough, I'M not enough!" I shouted, almost chanting.
Then there was a knock at the door.
I walked downstairs and looked through the peep hole. It was the boys.
I opened the door with shaky arms and wiped away tears, "Hey," I said trying not to show my arms.
"Hey, how are you?" Aaron asked. He hugged me and my arms wrapped around him. The boys went wide-eyed.
"Kassidy, what is this," Cameron asked with tears in his eyes. He was grabbing my arm.
"Kass!" shouted Nash, "What are you doing?!"
I just broke down into tears, "I can't do this anymore!" I shouted, "I'm not good enough!"
"But you are," Taylor said hugging me tight and not letting go.
I cried into his shoulder, "I'm no-no-not!"
He rubbed my back, "Yes you are,"
I kept crying harder and harder that my eyes burned.
"Shhh," said Jacob, breaking me and Taylor's hug, and bringing me into his, "It's alright."
"Hey," a voice said.
I looked over and saw Ashley. My eyes raged with anger. I walked over and got up into her face, "Get the fuck out of my house! Now! You're a piece of shit that needs to go to hell," I said poking her chest, "Get the fuck out of my life! Go away! Go the fuck away! You just fucked my world up, see?!" I shouted, showing my arms.
She blankly stared, with tears forming, "I'm sorry."
