I was sitting on the roof of my old house again with Noya, telling him all about how some day I'm going to be a famous author. He laughed and pulled me closer. I rested my head on his shoulders and we looked up at the stars.
"I'm scared Y/N" he whispered, running his hand through my hair. "Mom is scaring me again. She tried to chase me with a broken beer bottle yesterday." He whimpered. I snuggled in closer to him, and I felt his body begin to shake.
"And now you're leaving me, bitch. All for him." I looked up at him in shock, his body trembling in anger. His eyes turned a dark red, and he grabbed my throat, cutting it slightly with his sharp nails.
"Little miss Y/N and her beloved Kōshi. That's all that matters to you." He growled, digging his nails deeper into my skin. I attempted to scream, but my cry came out as a hoarse sob. "Mommy hurt me. Daddy hurt me!" Noya was screaming now.
He leant in beside my ear, still clutching me by the throat, and whispered.
"Y/N hurt me."
He pushed me off the roof, and I saw the ground turn a slushy red color as I was fell towards it. I heard the faint laugh of Noya from afar. "Y/N...." he giggled.
"Y/N?"
I woke with a start, biting down on my lip to prevent a scream. My eyes traveled to my best friend Nishinoya's concerned face. "You okay hun?" He asked, placing a hand on my forehead.
"Y-yeah." I whispered, clutching the sheets closer to my face. "Just a stupid nightmare." I could tell he wanted to ask me, but he bit his tongue and lifted his hand from my forehead, moving back to his position against my shoulder. "What did you even want to talk to me about last night?" He asked, snuggling up against the sheets with a yawn. My mind drifted back to the dream.
Now you're leaving me, bitch. All for him.
"Nothing, just felt like a sleepover" I lied. Noya shrugged it off and smiled, reaching over for a leftover Dorito from last night. "Okay." His eyes drifted over to my door, where Suga's jacket was neatly hung.
Shiiiiiiiiit.
"Wait- is that-" He began. I blushed furiously and hid my face in the blanket. "Oh my gosh Y/N!" He laughed, throwing a pillow at me.
"You totally slept with Sugawara didn't you?!"
I yelped in surprise and shook my head violently. "No! No! It's not like that! He just gave me his jacket because I was cold!" I laughed, punching his shoulder.
Noya stiffened, his knuckles turning an off-white color. "Noya Boya?" I called, placing my hand on his. "Are you okay?"
He shook my hand off and smiled, although his smile seemed faux and false. "Of course! C'mon, let's get ready for school."
I groaned and pulled his arm back into bed before he could move to get up. "Do we have to go?~" I giggled.
He sighed, chuckling slightly. "You're the one who has practice today. Up!"I reluctantly followed his orders, and moved to the bathroom to get changed into my uniform. "NOYA!" I shouted from the bathroom. "SHOULD I WEAR MY HAIR UP OR DOWN?" He giggled from the other room in reply. "Down! And you don't need to shout dummy I can hear you!"
I came out of the bathroom, my h/c hair cascading down my shoulders in a fiery mess. "Here." Noya smiled, picking up a brush from my bedside table. He had somehow managed to clean up my entire room and get changed in the space of 10 minutes. Everything was in its own assorted place.
That's Nishinoya for you.
I gratefully took the brush and tamed the tangles that hung in my messy hair. He fixed his tie and ruffled his hand through his hair, not even caring what he looked like. Lucky.
My eyes drifted to Suga's jacket that was hanging on the door. "I wouldn't do that." Noya warned me as I lifted the jacket around my shoulders. "Oh hush, it'll be fine." I giggled.
Eventually we made our way to the school on my bike, 20 minutes before morning class. Noya thanked me and made his way over to his friend Tanaka's classroom.
I parked beside the gymnasium and made my way in. It was usually empty in the mornings. Not this time.
"Y/N-Chan!" Hinata called, excitedly tackling me with a hug like a little puppy. "Welcome back! I hope you feel a bit better now."
I ruffled my hand through his ginger hair. "Yep! And I'm ready to work." I grinned, subconsciously grasping at my necklace.
"It looks beautiful on you." A voice called. Hinata and I yelped in surprise and turned around, greeted by the sight of the familiar silver-haired Sugawara.
"Hold on..." Hinata laughed, staring at my jacket. "Is that Suga-Kun's hoodie?" I nodded and tugged at the zipper of the jacket. Thankfully, Suga answered his question for me.
"Yep! She got cold last night and it's too small on me anyway!" He giggled, rubbing the back of his neck with a smile. Hinata's face lit up with glee as he ran towards me, giving me a huge embrace.
Uh- this kids weird.
"WOW Y/N-CHAN I'M SO GLAD YOU AND SUGA ARE DATING NOW YOU MAKE SUCH A CUTE COUPLE!" I stifled a giggle and pushed him off me, blushing a bright scarlet. "You dummy!" I groaned "Me and Suga aren't dating."
I winced as my statement sounded tougher than intended, like I was insulted at the idea of dating Suga. I looked over at him with a sad smile and attempted to recover from my harsh tone.
"I mean- not that that would be a bad thing to do! I just- arghhh!" I put my head in my hands, utterly embarrassed. "It's fine" Sugawara smiled, placing a hand on my shoulder. "We know what you meant, Y/N."
And with that, my day begun.
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Sorry about not updating yesterday!~ I was feeling unwell and was just busy ahaha
By the way, 5ymmetrical published the first two chapters of her Suga x Reader fic! Go read it!!
-Bluu xx
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Teach Me Kōshi || Sugawara x Reader
FanfictionTW: mental health, mentions of depression and medication Y/N Y/L/N is a recently transferred 3rd year who has bad mental health problems. When she gets thrown into the deep end of Karasuno High School, she finds out that in order to go to her dream...