Chapter 17; Secrets and Heartbreak

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        After I got up from my nap, everyone was still sleeping. Then right when i was about to walk into the kitchen, Allie's phone buzzed with a message from Zach. (Austins best friend)

New Message from: Zach

Hey babe(: when are you gonna break it with Austin?(;

        Um, what! I ran to Allie's room to find her sleeping, i really dont care right now and my blood is pumping. I walked right up to Allie, grabbed her hair and yanked her into the living room. 

"Ow Hair! Ow Hair! Ow Hair! Ow!" Allie said as i dragged her.

"Allie! Are you cheating on Austin?" I said crossing my arms angrily. 

"No! Why would I do that? I love him!" She said.

"Then whats this. " I say shoving the phone in her face.

        "I-i'm sorry. Please dont tell Austin!" She begged. She thinks im gonna not tell Austin?! Where did my best friend go? I had to yell a little bit. "ALLIE! DO YOU REALISE HOW MUCH YOUR GOING TO HURT HIM! AND YOUR WORRIED ABOUT NOT GETTING CAUGHT! WHERE DID MY BEST FRIEND GO! BECAUSE THIS DEFINATELY ISNT HER!" I yell angrily. Like really Allie? This is stupid to do this to Austin.

        Then Austin came running in. "What's wrong!" He says half confused and half worried. I showed him Allie's phone and he immediately collapsed into tears on my shoulder. I hugged him and rubbed my hand up and down his back trying to comfort him. "Let it out Austin." I say. "Can you get out i need to talk to Allie alone right now." He asks. 

"Of Course" I say walking away.

                                                                        Allies POV

        Great, Austin's gonna yell. "Allie...." He started. I actually started to think he wouldn't blow up but i was wrooong. "ALLIE! WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? I HAVE BEEN LOYAL TO YOU! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVED YOU? I LOVED YOU A WHOLE TON ALLIE! AND THIS IS WHAT YOU DO TO REPAY ME FOR ALL THAT IVE DONE FOR YOU?" He yells.

"Austin.... I'm just not feeling the connection anymore." I say.

"SO YOU GO BEHIND MY BACK WITH ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS?!? SO THATS OKAY NOW?" 

"No, but-"

"TELL ME STRAIGHT TO MY FACE!? TELL ME STRAIGHT UP!"

"Austin. Relax." 

"RELAX? ARE YOU FREAKING SERIOUS RIGHT NOW? "

"Fine! How do you really feel about me now?"

"I dont have enough middle fingers to show you how i feel right now." He says calming down a bit.

                                                        Austins POV

        I can't believe she would do this to me. I hate this feeling so much. she doesnt know how much she hurt me. "Katelynn, i really need you right now." I whine walking into her room. She pats the spot next to her on the bed and i walk over. I flop on her bed and cry into her shoulder. "This hurts so much." I whine. "Shh.. it's all gonna be okay." She assured me. 

        "Will you sing me a song?" I beg. "Of course for you, Which one." She says. "let her go, and fearless." i say.  "Austin sad songs aren't gonna make you feel better." She says. "I can try!" I whine. "Okay which do you want me to sing first?" She asks. "Fearless." I answer
"         If that's the way you love

You've got to learn so much
If that's the way you say goodbye

And this is how it ends
And I'm alright with it
You're never gonna see me cry
Cause I've cried

[Chorus:]
So go on, go on and break my heart
I'll be okay
There's nothing you can do to me
That's ever going to burn me

So go on, go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe I'm fearless, fearless

So oh woh oh woh oh...

If this is how it hurts
It couldn't get much worse
If this is how it feels to fall

Then that's the way it is
We live with what we miss
We learn to build another wall
Till it falls

[Chorus:]
So go on go on and break my heart
I'll be okay
There's nothing you can do to me
That's ever going to burn me

So go on, go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe I'm fearless, fearless

So oh woh oh woh...

[x2]
If it's between love and losing
To never have known the feeling
And I'm still sad we've loved

And if I end up lonely
At least I will be there knowing
I believe in love

Go on, go on break my heart
I'll be okay
I'm fearless
Better believe I'm fearless, fearless

Go on, go on and break my heart
I'll be okay
There's nothing you can do to me
That's ever going to burn me

So go on, go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe I'm fearless

So oh woh oh...

So go on and leave my love
Go on and leave my love
Go on and leave my love
Better believe I'm fearless, fearless
Fearless,.."

She sings like an angel. "Okay now let her go" I beg. "Okay." she says playing with my hair comfortingly 

        Only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
You only know you love her when you let her go
And you let her go

And now you staring at the bottom of your glass
Hoping one day you'll make a dream last
The dreams come slow and they go so fast

And you see you when you close your eyes
Maybe one day you'll understand why
Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
You only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see you when you fall asleep
But never to touch no never to keep
'Cause you loved her too much
And you dived too deep

But you only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
You only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go ohhh
You let her go ohhh

You only need the light when it's burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow
You only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low
Only hate the road when you're missin' home
Only know you love her when you let her go.

        She's making me feel better just by singing. Then i pass out.

                                                                Katelynn's Pov.

        I'm gonna go knock some sense inot Allie for hurting my brother. "Allie"

"Oh no, yea katelynn?"

"Yea you know what i do to people who hurt my brother?"

"what?"

"hurt them"

        I walk up to her, and flip her over my shoulder. "Dont mess with me or my family and friends. And out of all the people i thought would break Austins heart you were the last person on my list. So have a nice life and just go home." I say walking away leaving Allie completely speachless. 

Authors note- Hayyy dramaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Sorry for the shortness. Hope you ennjoyyyy!

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