With all the things going around last week, I haven't gotten them off in my mind up to right now.
Me and my ex would glance one to each other. Trying not to get caught by the students who were also looking at us suspiciously.
I really need something to get my mind off of her, but I also don't know what.
The events happened from the few days was full of emotion.
I would look at her with so much love and wanting to get back to her. While she, sometimes would also look at me like that but Also looks at me blankly.
Or am I just being Delusional?
I know my ex to well, for I be delusional.
I sigh. Anyways, Dinah was still blackmailing me, and I hated it. I can not miss any classes, I always need to go to school which sucks, but I can be late thought.
Tell me why do I have a bestfriend like that again?
To make you succeed on your last year, Idiot.
True.
I walk down the sidewalk, the fresh cold air hitting my face that made me shiver.
I should have brought a jacket.
Nah, You can handle the cold anyways.
Maybe.
I Didn't realize that I have entered the park. Am I really dozing off that much?
You are.
I sit under the tree as I watch those kids play and goof around.
They look so happy.
It is nice to be a kid again. You will be unproblematic, carefree, enjoying life and mostly still being Happy.
For me, Happy doesn't exist in this world anymore except for kids thought, some of them.
Can't I just have my old life back?
There's no rule in life like that unless, you want to be reincarnate. But, your memories would be forgotten.
That hurts.
Being not able to remeber your memories really hurts, especially the memories you made with you love ones. I cherish those times that I got.
Mostly the times with ally.
I let out a quivering sigh.
There's so much memories I've done in this park. I'm gonna miss it.
Like the memory I've done to the tree with ally.
**FlashBack**
"Hey ally"
Instantly she looked away from her phone, "Yeah, Lo?"
"I've been thinking of something I want to do..." My eyes looked at the tree that we Always sit under on.
"Hmm?" She looked at me curiously.
"Well it sounds cheesy but, Can we put our intials on the tree? Like cheesy couples do?" I look at her pleadingly.
I've always wanted to that actually. It really does sounds cheesy that it also makes me cringe.
She looked between the tree and me before gaving in, "Okay.."
"But we can't do that in the park right?"
I scoffed, "Who said we can't?"
"Lauren.." she warned.
