A week.
A week before class would start again *sigh* and I'm still not ready, not ready to be back as the so called 'The badass', 'The player' or 'The heartbreaker' of our school, whatever you want to call it.
But Who am I? A Nobody? I'm a jauregui, a Jauregui is always ready. Why would I take my father's last name If I'm not ready?
I think i'm getting ahead of myself.
Or not.
Nah, You're just being your old self again.
But my ex wouldn't like that
Why would she even care? You two broke up along ago.
I tried to put my thoughts at the back of my mind for awhile, It's not the time to think about her. Heck, I don't even know if I saw her with my two eyes last Friday. She has blonde hair not red.
But one question stood out.
Did she dye it?
Normani doesn't even have a red hair friend, or I'm just being delusional.
I think I need to see an opthalmologist.
Just kidding.
Nah, I think I'm just being delusional anyways, but if she dye her hair for real, that would be totally hot in my opinion.
It's funny to see that I'm still whipped for my ex. Naturally, people move on after weeks of their break up. While me, I'm still here. She leaved me hanging off the hook.
She'll always have a special space in my heart.
I thought, Would she?
I faced my window, looking at the cars passing by while It was pouring rain. I
Love the rain, I love it's smell, how soft the sound is when it lands on the ground, and It manages to hide your tears away but mostly, I love the rain because of the memories with some particular person I made with.
My heart beats fastly at the thought of it.
**Flashback**
Me and ally were at the park that time, Enjoying ourselves while school hasn't shove to many homeworks for us. We lay under the tree as wind blows coolly. I studied ally's features without her noticing it since she was to busy looking at the sky as I layed on her lap.
How Did I get so lucky to have her in my life? I believe im myself that I don't deserve this beautiful human being, I can't find the words to describe her as much as I want to. Ally always tells me that I deserve her and she deserve me.
She's also very stunning by the way.
"Oh well, thanks" Ally chuckled
"Did I say that outloud?" I intertwined our fingers together as I look at her deep chocolate brown eyes that I have fallen inlove with.
"Yeah.." She glance at our hands before looking back at me
"Something on your mind beautiful?"
She blushed at the pet name I gave to her. I grin knowing I can still make her blush after these past months on being with her, "Uhh...Well, I was just thinking on what the future have stored in for us.."
I also have no clue on how to reply that question. What exactly does the future have stored in for us?
"We might just wait and see.." I played with her fingers "But for now, Don't worry about it babe, we're still young and there's still many times to think of that. Don't stress yourself"
