"Ally." I called out.
"Ally."
"Allyson!" She turned around, an innocent look plastered her face. "Yes?"
I breathed in, letting out a shaky sigh. It's the first time we actually communicated once again, after two weeks of getting rid of the brunette who was tailing me those weeks.
Not only that, Ally was so busy with that blondie. She always steal her time from me, making it impossible for me to talk to her. That girl is such a bitch. (A/N No offense to some people out there.)
I walked to Ally closer. "Can we talk?"
"Uhm. If you're going to break up with me then-"
"No!" I said immediately, "i'm not going to do that, why would I? That wouldn't be worth it." She looked down, mumbling 'I'm not worth it'. I sighed, "Look, we just have to talk about something. This Saturday, at my house, Yeah?"
She nodded. "Alright." Then, she left without thinking twice.
"Wait up!" I hurried once again to her. "Can I-"
"If you're thinking what I'm thinking, yes. You can." She smiled genuinely.
I smiled back at the woman. I wanted my relationship to be fixed, so here I am. The first step ya know, taking baby steps before the big ones.
We walked silently through the not so crowded hallway, passing different groups in our way. "Where you going?" I asked her, breaking the quietness that was going around.
"To the guid-" She was interrupted by the annoying Edwards again.
"Hey Ally!" Perrie said, squeezing herself between us.
"Hello." Ally simply replied, also giving the same energy as the tall girl.
I looked away, biting the insides of my mouth, trying to not say anything hurtful to her, which the little one does not approve any of that. Rather listening to their long chit-chatting, I focused myself to the thoughts back in the head. Not only that, but it also imagined on killing that bug.
I ain't eavesdropping on those two, they need privacy people.
NOT that kind of privacy.
I should contain my anger, or let's call it as 'the feeling that I want to kill that girl'.
Ally wouldn't be too happy if I did that. I calmed myself.
But then again, why would she?
I rolled my eyes, yet the feeling of happiness starts entering as the two said their goodbyes before the blue eyed girl left, making me let out the air that i've been holding in.
"Lauren, there's nothing going on between the two of us."
Damn, she'd noticed that. I thought.
Ally knew me for so long, I shouldn't be surprised, yet it does.
I raised my hands up in defense, "I didn't say anything."
"You didn't need to. Your body language and the look on your face is enough." She stated.
I shut my mouth, I don't know what to reply to that. It's all true anyways.
"So," We stopped in front of the guidance office. "Here we are."
"Thank you." She smiled before going inside the room.
"Your welcome." I whispered to myself, going back to the parking lot, sighing.
My mind once again, flying to the thoughts that were bugging about the possibilities that would happen this coming Saturday.
I can't wait for it to come.
But it may be not go smoothly as I thought.
Or, there's a slight chance it would.
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I knocked on the wooden door gently. Soon, Steps from the other side could be heard. The door swung open, revealing the raven black haired girl that dressed up so well for today.
Well, she always does.
She checked me out, taking in what I wore for today, biting her lips before letting me in, recovering her actions up by giving me a smile.
Typical Jauregui. I chuckled lowly.
It's like everything died down in the atmosphere when we both sat down on the couches.
Her welcoming expression from before was now turned into a blank one.
Now this is where the real thing goes down.
"I have some questions for you Ally." She started off, "Why'd you kept this all from me? Resulting our first relationship together had fallen apart?"
"Your fat-"
"I know that my father was in this. Were there other reasons why'd you made this into a secret?"
"No. Just that."
By her look, she did not believe me. Even I, myself, wouldn't also believe because that's not the only reason, there's more that made me cut off our first relationship, and I'm not ready to expose that.
"Are you sure?" She asked. "Tell me more."
"I just wanted to protect for the both of us. Not only that, but I felt like I didn't deserve you enough. You know, like maybe Lucy would be perfect for-"
"Bullshit! Do you think I like Lucy? Hell no! She's my bestfriend. I never liked her in that way. Why did you even thought of that?! I love you Ally! I would even die for you." She rambled, but soon realizing that her feelings got ahead of her. Lauren calmed herself down before looking at me with a normal expression. "Sorry, Continue please."
I wanted to laugh, yet I knew that it isn't the right time to do that.
Why do I even want to laugh at the wrong moment?
I felt bad actually. Lauren couldn't control her feelings nor anger, she'll just burst off once it boiled up her blood. You know, like a volcano.
"So I was saying, maybe you two would be perfect for each other." I shrugged, "Both having the exact reputation, being the rebel like that. While I, don't have anything because i'm a goody-goody girl." But there's more to that.
She rubbed her temples, closing her eyes. "You mean... The reputation? is it also because of I was hiding our relationship from the public? Ally, I know that wasn't the only reason you got."
I stare at the floor, sitting quietly. I really don't want to tell her that...
"Lauren I..."
