"Brother?"
"Come here sister, brother's got you"
He waved his hand, signaling me to come near to him closer. I feel myself getting nervous everytime with each step I take. The nearer I go, my heart pumps louder than a speaker of a club.
As I take my last step, He grabbed my Wrist. Tightly. He smiled before the smile had turn into a smirk. I gulp, not knowing what he would do.
Many thoughts come into my mind as I stare to those brown eyes that I have trusted before.
I wish it wasn't going to happen.
A fear in my head that I'm wishing it wont happen.
He wouldn't do such a thing right?
But he almost did.
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My eyes shot open, looking around the room hoping that it was only a dream.
It was.
I breath heavily. My heart pumps fastly than ever. I thought it was gone, but it wasn't. It was still there.
The nightmares.
I leaned my head back into headboard. Trying to bring back my normal breathing and process on to my mind about the dream. I close my eyes, wishing that It won't happen again.
I stare at the ceiling above me, Thinking about it.
Why was it coming back?
Was it really gone?
Or does it really haunt me?
I drink the water bottle that I left on my nightstand. I tried to clear my stormy thoughts that has been on my mind since I just wake up.
The questions.
The nightmare.
The thought of living in peace.
But it wasn't.
It was coming back again. Could I still live with it? Could I handle it? It haunts me forever in my mind. I don't know on how to just get away with it. I had already saw a therapist before that had help me with getting rid of it. But why is it going back?
A question that I also couldn't answer because I also don't know.
I check the time, only to see that it was 2 in the morning. I tuck myself back into the bed. Closing my eyes, drifting into a peaceful sleep.
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"I also don't know.."
My eyes looked at the floor in fear as I was telling the nightmare to my one and only trusted friend.
I was scared, scared that It might appear again once I sleep, scared that It could get me paranoid like the last time, scared that I wouldn't be free anymore and it would be lurking in the back of my mind.
"I'm here, Ally. You're not alone" Normani caressed my hand with her thumb softly.
"Want me to stay over tonight?"
I actually need someone with me in my Room and that is not lauren cause she's my ex that's ridiculous. Well, maybe normani can unless her girlfriend won't get mad at me on stealing her for one night.
"Doesn't your girlfriend needed you?" I scooped some ice cream from my bowl and eat it.
"She's busy anyways, I also needed my personal time of course" normani said like in a "Duh" tone.
