"I..."
Come on Ally, You can do this.
I let out a shaky breath, "Don't.."
Please do not cry, please do not cry.
I try to control my tears as long as I could.
I just need to get out from her trap
The real thing is, I did miss her. But I can't let her know that.
"You don't?" her eyes shows pure sadness for a second before going back to the playful ones, "But why do you even care about me?"
That question caught me off guard.
She caught me looking at her earlier?
I didn't notice that.
"Do I even look like one?" I said sarcastically as I try to wiggle out from her trap.
"Oh, Ally" she chuckled before leaning into my ear, "I know somewhere deep inside, your heart still loves me as always, like mines."
Wait.
She loves me?
I know she doesn't
But I heard it loud and clear.
She still loves me
I tried to get away again, since her hands were already holding my wrist.
Suddenly, I break down.
My tears silently flowing down my face while I avoid to look at her.
Silence.
Silence is in the air in between us even if the music in the living room was blarring wildly.
She grab my chin, forcing myself to look at her. Her eyes show sympathy, sincerity, and sadness.
I know she didn't like seeing me crying.
But she shouldn't have push my limits.
I also know it's my fault for all of these things.
She has questions that I have to answer. She is not the only one thought.
I am too.
She gently remove her grip on my wrist before caressing both of my cheeks in her hands as we both stare quietly.
My chance to escape.
I rush to the door quickly as I can but not before glancing at normani who was already standing up preparing herself to chase me if I have escape this sin of a house.
I really need holy water and a bible for these people inside.
I run outside, not caring if anyone had seen me. I just wish they wouldn't tell anyone. I hid behind a tree before glancing back if anyone had followed me.
None.
Phew.
I sighed quietly as I rest my head on the tree.
Buzz
I grab my phone to see that it was from normani.
Should I read it or no?
Without hesitation, I unlocked my phone and go to the messages.
Manibear🐻🐻: Where the heck are you?
Im really glad she didn't follow me.
Me: Going back to the house.
Manibear🐻🐻: You sure you don't need a ride?
