November approached fast, adding more cool breeze in the air.
And while the weeks passed by, Ally became so distant. Every time I would asked her to go somewhere, or the times where we spend our lonely moments, something comes up. It'll be Perrie wanting to go somewhere or, Perrie invited her, and other excuses.
My insides felt like a volcano, yet I couldn't stop what Ally wanted to do. Why should I?
I certainly still don't have the guts to tell her so.
She already knew that i'm assuming that there's a thing going between the two, whereas the blonde needed to reassure me. What more would happen if I tell her to stay away from the woman?
I brought the mug to my lips, sipping the hot coffee slightly as I stared blankly at the wet window, drips of water came rushing from the continuous rain.
I love when it rains, in my opinion.
Loving it more when it's quiet or, the room is in peace.
Until someone had to barge in my room, closing the door.
I didn't bother to look, knowing it would be any of my friends or a serial killer that would end my life, which i'll be glad if that happens.
Just kidding.
The blonde, herself, sat on my lap, making me securely wrap my arm around her waist. "Hi." Ally said, snuggling into my neck, acting like everything's normal.
"How'd you got here?" I questioned.
"Perrie."
That reply had lose all of my attention from the blonde sitting on my lap. I suddenly don't feel to talk to her right now.
She played with my black locks, twirling it around her finger. "Why are you so quiet?"
I rolled my eyes, "Can't I be?"
She pulled away, trying to get in contact with my eyes. "It's about Perrie isn't it?"
Yes.
"No."
"Lauren, I-"
"Yeah, yeah. I know that." I simply said, zooming out instantly when she rambled on and on about that.
But I could feel that Perrie woman is trouble. My guts are telling me that the woman knows Lucy, a reason I feared that something is really going on as the time passed between the two blondies.
"Are you even listening?"
I snapped out of my daze, locking eyes with the familiar brown ones. "Uh-Yes?"
She sighed. "Are you jealous?"
"What? Of Perrie? Of course not." I laughed. "There's this feeling, you know?"
"Can you tell me about it?"
"I wouldn't be so sure if you would like to know..." I trailed off. Ally gave me a nod, signaling to continue. I averted my eyes from her stare, "Well, how do I put this without you yelling at me?" I joked. She didn't looked happy at all.
Be serious Jauregui.
"There's this strong feeling inside me that Lucy knows that Perrie woman." I stated. "I don't know how, but it's just there. Trust me, i'm not jealous or anything, i'm only worried. I mean- we never know Ally. Lucy might be living close to your house or m-"
"Wait, what?" She interrupted me. "That woman lives in our neighborhood?"
I nodded. The blonde haired girl went quiet, eyes looking at the floor. She let out a sigh before locking eyes with me, "I have to tell you something."
"Go on."
"I saw Lucy at the library..."
I furrowed my brows at her, not being informed by this. "When?"
"Weeks ago, not long, I think." The brown eyed girl chuckled nervously.
"What did she do?" I asked. "Did? or whatever Ally."
"Not muc-"
I cut her off, "Like?"
"Uhm..." She trailed off, "Saying some nice words to me?"
"And I believe those words aren't nice." I scoffed.
"Should we call it a flirtatiously act then?"
"Vives flirted?" I laughed, "Gosh, that jok-"
"It isn't!" The shorter girl exclaimed. "Lucy really did that to me. Ask Normani too, she was there to save me before it gets more awkward than it already was."
I imagined the scenario inside my head, even if that wasn't the exactly thing on what happened there.
I would had laugh, but by the look at her face, she wasn't kidding not even a single bit. I sighed, "Can you...You know, keep distance from Edwards girl for the mean time?"
"Lauren-"
"I'm not jealous Ally, i'm not." I clarified. "I'm only watching out for you." And want to spend time with you but that tall girl is stealing it.
"Still, that doesn't mean you don't get jealous." The blonde pointed out.
No shit Sherlock.
"Of course not." I tried to push her off of my lap so I could wash the now used mug yet, Ally happened.
"You're escaping. Does that mean, you are?"
"I am certainly not." Another push, still didn't let me. "I needed to wash that, sunshine."
"That's not a valid reason Lauren." The shorter girl said. "You're jealous."
I rolled my eyes, giving one last push and succeeded. I grab the mug, leaving the dim room. "When I say I'm not, I am really not." I snapped.
I actually didn't mean to but my anger had gotten the best of me.
I wanted to say yes, though didn't have the courage to do so. I'll look like a possessive girlfriend if I did that.
Nevertheless, I am one.
I fully dried my hands after I washed. Suddenly, a pair of arms were wrapped around my waist. "Sorry." The voice mumbled against my back.
I sighed, turning around to face her. "I'm the one who should be sorry. I didn't mean to snap at you all of a sudden."
"I shouldn't had assume you were jealous." The blonde stated. "But you really are."
"Fine, fine. I am." I said in defeat. "Although, I let that aside because I am more concern of your safety."
"For an unnatural woman like you, you act like the girls during on their period." She giggled to herself. "Being cranky and moody-"
I blocked out any other word that came from her mouth as she blabbed on and on. I knew that it wouldn't stop any minute now.
More likely when it comes to my thing down there.
